FaT LittLe PiG

2005-07-15T14:30:00.000+08:00

last day at work!

took some photos with tini and sophie..
shall post it in my other blog!
hehe...
no more work!!!
going swimming with siling later..
so looking forward to it..
and also to get my cert from aj later..

and i am so in love with my new blog..
this is the address --> new blog!
decided to give the address out..
coz i think pple can see this blog thru msn also..
like how sophie saw..
-_-"
no fun animore..
and its hard to maintain 2 blogs @ the same time..

so everyone, pls change ur link to my blog! :)

this blog is -- history...

2005-07-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

started a new blog~
to write on da 25th of july onwards..
but shall not disclose the address as of yet..
:)
a brand new beginning is coming up!
the starting of sch..
mixed feelings.. =x

but now,
i am looking forward to the end of work!
tml is my last day!
gotta go buy presents later with sophie..
den rush to meet laogong..

not going for hall camp animore..
realised i've no time..
sat shall spend some quality time with laogong..
-if we have it-
sun = marina bay + xyz hse..

gx told me tt hall 5 is funny..
the room is like a fish tank..
=.=
it's circular, with luo di chuang..
so like we are on display..
well.. haha..
i shall go see on monday.
mabbe just leave the curtain closed 24/7..
since i am not any display animal..
LOL..

mon gonna clean up the room..
cfm alot of things to do..
den gauge wat i need to bring..
mabbe go buy bedsheets at jurong pt..
deco the rm!
and decide on wat to put where..
so exciting!
haha..

my room is in the process of cleaning up as well..
den next fri is sl's bdae!
and tues is my mom's bdae!
and genting trip with dear on 23rd to 25th!
missing the first day of sch though..
:P
i love R & R!

2005-07-12T09:54:00.000+08:00

busy week coming up

tonite: alvin's tuition
wed: help sis book chalet/
dinner with sis
thurs: meet up with dear go ssdc
fri: go back aj take cert/
dear taking FTT/i going swimming
sat: morn tuition
aftn: feel like having coca~
late aftn: xy hse?
nite: cfm xy hse..
sun: departure from xy hse..
aftn: marina bay -- pool/bowl
nite: steamboat!/send dear in.. :(

2005-07-11T10:08:00.000+08:00

it's been a week~

received a call last sun~
tt there's place for the HSS FOC'05..
decided on the spot tt i shall go..
initially there's no place de..
went home to pack..
and set off for camp!
from the 4th to 6th July..

camp!
made mani new friends..
discovered suhui's also taking psychology..
had plenty of fun~
haha..
but quite pathetically..
we only have 5 guys in the camp!
-_-"
coz econs was pioneer for HSS last yr..
this yr the rest of the subjects all pioneer also..

highlight of the camp..
it's at changi chalet!!!
and its a chalet each for each grp somemore..
osiris slept together in one room..
haha..
-so bonded together!-

spent the first day in ntu itself..
den had chartered bus to fetch us to changi chalet..
before proceeding for nite games..
the games are mostly dirty for the first day..
dirty = flour, chilli, ketcup, soy sauce etc..
but nonetheless, it was fun!

for all 2 nites,
we slept at 3 am..
haha..
coz there's onli 2 toilets..
and 18 of us got to queue for each..
and woke up at 8 or 8.30...

games was mostly organised at the changi beach..
and it was fun fun and more fun!
but also sweat and sticky~
haha..

shared cab home with wanting on the last day of camp..
went home to bath..
and slept till thurs aftn!
haha..
-pig bah-

thurs went back office to take timesheet..
and submitted my timesheet for june..
and got my paycheck for may!
haha..
overdue bah~
its coz i lazy to go collect my paycheck..
waste my transport fee!
met dear in the evening..
go ssdc with him..
he took the theory trial test..

fri went for medical checkup!
and i got wat i wanted..
to be alone shopping..
and no one was hurrying me etc!
but i got sick of it..
-_-"
-quite duh rite-
i went lib to read harry potter..
met dear when he book out..
we went seoul garden!
haha..
but we din really eat much..

sat taught tuition in the morn..
den met dear..
calculated my uni budget..
factored in all my cost...
food...
transport...
savings...
haha..
v kua zhang rite?
i've always tot..
take pocket money where need to plan one?!
apparently tt's not the case now!
hehe..

went swimming in the evening!!!
finished 24 laps..
it's been a loooong time since i last swam..
the evening ended off with dinner with dear and his mom..

all in all,
i rested well for the week~
excluding the camp days tt is..
so i am all refreshed for the last week at work!

and i have decided...
tt.....
for the money i earn this week~
they will all go to ---> my shopping funds!
to reward myself..
hehe..
shld have stopped work by now..

decided on the laptop i wan..
dear saw a toshiba one..
small and light..
but beyond my budget..
and white..
so i scared easily dirty..
in the end decided on acer 3000 series..
3001..
differs from 3002 but a lil..
but by 500 bucks~
haha...
budget budget budget..
shall buy the cheaper one..

can't wait to enter uni!
like so exciting..
and like so slack..
haha..
my senior from HSS camp said..
last yr she was onli 4 day week~
this yr she having 5 day week..
but...
for 3 days,
only 1 hr lessons!
so shuang!
looking forward...

also can't wait to deco my hostel..
hehe..
plenty of things to buy..

going xy hse this sat!
she's back!
and marina bay on sun with sis, cousins and dear..
yeah!

2005-07-03T13:41:00.000+08:00

the last day..

nop..
that's not the last day of work..
its the last day of GTM for me!!!
and i no longer need to go back to ritz carlton..
:'(
hope the next time i step into the hotel,
it will be as nice as this time!

tt's on fri..
not today,
which is sunday..
i woke up late on fri..
:'(
and so the rush to get to ritz carlton,
resulted in me spending ~~20 bucks~~ on the cab fare!!!

the uncle on the cab told me..
xiaomei,
yao ji de.. [must remember]
morning..
ERP $3.50
peak hr $1
normal starting fees $2.40
and i think got more..
it costs me immediately $9.40 to board the cab to city!!!

shld have long known tt it's bo hua to take cab in the morning..
tt's the first,
and definitely the last time i do that!

tini was in the office on fri..
so i was basically alone with ms angie..
so many cartons of samples was sent to the different offices!
and its pple sending back to themselves!
the day ended quite uneventfully actually..
just tt at the end of everything,
ms angie brought me to the greenhouse for dinner buffet..
constance treated us..
she's the sale's manager of ritz carlton..
she's really sweet!!!
so ms angie and her chatted while i listen..
constance took hospitality as a diploma..
tt's wat i wld have taken if i haven gone into AJ~
haha..

after listening to the conversations..
i feel like working in the hotel!!!
reasons..
1) ladies must dress up daily!!!
2) the environment is so happening!
3) to hear guests saying ur svcs is good, gives a really good feeling..
4) just felt tt i like those dynamic environment..
hehe..
but still...
i kind of prefer psychology!

went home at 10..
took cab --- again..
luckily this can be claimed..

dear came dwn my hse from camp..
got caught for long hair!!!
haha..
let's go alan there cut hair shall we?
i wanna treatment my hair..
:P

dear is one really strange guy..
he's fast finishing learning his subjects for practical..
but he has yet to pass his final theory!!!
so it may come to a pt tt he passed all his practical,
but cannot take his practical test coz no FTT..
haha..
dear must jiayou orh!!!

makes me feel like learning driving so much..
0-O"
but its not time yet..
i dunno my time table in sch..
how to schedule all the timings for practical lessons?!
be patient jiawen..
next year..
hahas..

yesterday...
i was dead tired!
woke up at 730 i think..
went dwn beiyi's hse..
gave tuition to alvin and michelle..
when i finish tuition,
took lunch in their hse..
decided to take a small nap,
which lasted till 6 in the evening..
-_-"
from wat i know,
me eileen mich and alvin all slept..
-so paiseh!!!-
den went for dinner at a coffee shop..

decided to treat my sis to initial D some days back..
so brought all of them to northpt GV..
to watch the show..
since i have never watched the anime,
nor read the comics,
i found the show alrite..
as in,
nothing special,
but my sis was like asking me to persuade dear to become a racer..
-_-"
tt's like so duh!
mei ar..
get ur bf next time k?
haha..

woke up at 1330 just now..
kor going to watch war of the worlds with kw and wx!
sian..
din see the sms..
:(

dunno where to go later..
wan go shopping!!!
haha..
dear is at amk now..
after his practical lessons..
so i shall wait for his return..
LOL~

2005-06-30T10:45:00.000+08:00

i wish..

sometimes...
i simply wish......
i am just like xiaoyi..
not her as in totally her..
as in her attitude i want to remember her for..
but not necessarily 'her' now..

remembered once..
i wanted to buy a watch for dear..
for valentine's day i think..
i din dare to go into city chain..
coz i was wearing sch u..
with sch bags and textbooks..
yes..
i am not kidding..
and protraying the --> i am not rich look..
and u peeps noe those sales assistant..
i guess it was a case of insecureness..
LOL~
den i remembered bout xyz..
her heckcare attitude bout how pple think..
why shld we bother bout how pple look at us..
simply love tt..
and i walked in..
hecked those sales assistants following me arnd..
until i found the watch i wanted..
it was a GUESS watch..
plain and simple..
nice..
then i asked for help..
shiok feeling~
ultimate thing is..
BE CONFIDENT, BE URSELF..

the other thing which pretty much amazes me..
was the fact tt she enjoys shopping alone..
i used to think tt i cannot do tt..
it wld be too lonely..
but i guess she's not the only one who enjoys it..
and i am learning to appreciate it too..
hell..
just give me some moment of solitude..
w/o work.
w/o commitments.
w/o pple breathing dwn my neck.
i wan to be able to go shopping on my own..
and buy things i like..
without having to worry tt i need to rush off somewhere at wat time..

dear always like to tell me..
watever we do...
pple will talk behind our back..
so dun think tt the world is perfect..

in army u are too garang [pia]..
pple say u trying to suck up to OC or watsoever..
but if u too slack [nua]..
pple say u chao geng, lazy...

if pple got money..
they spend too much [$$]
pple say they waste money..
hoping one day they will bankrupt..
den see wat they will do..
if pple got money..
but dun spend..
pple say they stingy..
waleu..
got money dun wan to spend..
dun act humble la..
dun wan the money can give us..

these are not craps..
ask urself if u have tot these ways before..
be frank with urself..
the world can be much better..
if only...
and the list goes on..
so ultimate point..
DO THE RIGHT THINGS THAT IS THE BEST FOR URSELF..
why bother bout how others think?

of course must strike a balance..
not to the extent tt..
u are totally in the wrong liao.
still dun wan to change..
self reflection is really important..

ok..
enough of those..
i am still having a sore throat!!!
:'(
GTM at ritz carlton was...
dunno how to describe..

tues:
tini and i just sat outside the meeting rm..
talking and chatting..
ok.. they are the same thing..
nothing to do..
helped out in somethings..
drooled at the models who came for the fashion shows..
hahas~
a lil exaggerated..

there's this guy..
alvin ng..
heard from ms angie's he's mediacorp new upcoming star..
i took a photo with him on my hp..
after much pushing by ms angie..
oh man..
tt's so ~~embarrassing~~ la~
i dun even know who he is..
but i got to admit tt he is v photogenic..
and very shuai [handsome]..
and i got his autograph as well..
-_-"
from wat i heard from ms angie..
he's from NUS FASS..
yanting, sue anne, meimei..
look out for him!
but this yr is his final yr..
he's taking el lit..
DA SHUAI GE!
haha..
but too bad i am attached..
he's really friendly..
and very respectful to ms angie as well..
like those boy next door..
guai, yet macho..
killer smile..
ok..
better stop here.
later dear will be jealous..
LOL~

after tt was lunch..
the buffet lunch at the greenhouse..
was alrite i guess..
no offence to ritz carlton food though..
its just tt i may not be suited to the high class food..
many said the food was delicious..

actually there was nothing much..
tini and i just sat there and chatted..
and i read a lil of harry potter..

the nice part of the day..
was entering the toilet..
and finding out tt its great..
:P
there's a couch in there!
and the sink has got soup, tissue papers and hand towels..
nice nice..
ok..
mabbe it's just tt i am shua gu..

dinner was at malay heritage centre..
learnt some instruments of the malay culture..
their culture..
the malay wedding customs..
very interesting and informative!
and the pretend malay bride is v pretty..
heard from tini she's a celebrity from channel suria..
vvv pretty..
the only regret i have when we left tt nite was..
i dun have any close malay friends..
so i wun be able to attend a real malay wedding..
coz i will not be invited to any..
:'(

took cab home from ritz carlton..
shinomiya-san
[director of retail merchandising]
was so cute..
he was like..
i'm calling for cab now,
go ahead,
get this one..
hahas..
pple in timberland really has got no airs arnd them!
i was like..
thanks.. really thanks alot! :P

the service at ritz carlton was fab..
they went dwn the taxi queue if anyone need to call for a cab urgently..
and took mints for us to eat!
open the cab doors for us..
wow..
ok..
once again..
i admit..
i am sua gu..
haha..

wed:
left home at 7..
community service at pasir ris park~
and no...
its not pick rubbish at the beach kaes..
its going into the mangrove areas..
muddy..
sticky..
but me tini lawris and ms angie,
we distributed water..
it was a really dirty affair..
but the pple who came from all over the world for the GTM,
they had fun..
and they had experience..
tt's the great part..

some interesting events b4 the start of the service event:
it was raining when we reached..
everyone was given emergency ponchos..
plastic ones..
and jeff swartz..
timberland CEO..
he's a great guy..
vvv down to earth and funny..
he was giving a speech..
and said:

though timberland has got their own core values..
humility, intergrity etc..
which does not include humilitation..
but i just got to say this..
u guys look ridiculous in the plastic bags!
[his wife was in it too.. hahas]
i mean, really ridiculous..
i din wan to say this..
but i really can't stop myself..
LOL~
but its great to be able to laugh at urself..
and while you guys are going to get all hot and muddy in the mangrove,
me and mike [the president of tbl i think]
will be happily drinking beer!
so good luck, and i am so proud of you guys..

but nop..
he din went off to have beer with mike la..
haha..
he was touring the mangrove area on the boardwalk..
he planted a tree as part of the opening ceremony~
nice CEO..
he's not no airs arnd him at all!
i walked past him like 4 - 5 times,
but not once did i feel pressurised..
hahas..
and i think his son is cute!
about sec 1?
i think..
think he will grow up to be quite handsome..

after the end of everything,
we went back to ritz carlton..
guess wat!
i bathed in the ritz carlton hotel room!!!
it was lovely!
esp the toilet!!!
with bathtub..
gigantic mirror..
and u can enjoy the scenary when u soak in the bathtub..
i will definitely stay there..
at least for one nite..
during my honeymoon..
everything was great..

lunch was at snapples..
poolside lunch..
it was buffet style..
thought the variety wasn't as much,
but it was still lovely!
but i do remember telling tini..
i will be sick of the food if i eat those everyday..
it's too high class for me..
wonder how the rich can actually eat those for every meal!
but i enjoyed the service though..

after tt was another long chat with tini.
nothing much to do..
den we went home at 545..
literally ran off..
coz tini wans to catch a soccer match..
its at yishun stadium..
v qiao!
so we took mrt to khatib together..

i er..
when i reached home,
i changed..
and slept..
all the way to this morning..
so tired!!!
i am so much like a pig..
hahas..

today:
back in office..
GOOD!!!!

it was a super long entry..
hahas..

2005-06-27T13:18:00.000+08:00

sick, no appetite n i finished 4 slices of pizza..

this is so so dumb..
i really feel like slaughtering pple..
my workplace is one hell of a mess..
and i feel so sick..
surprisingly i can finish the pizzas..
so i am full..
but the pizza went in w/o me enjoying it..
tt's just so wasted..
almost ran a fever yesterday..

woke up b/w 730 to 830 daily for the past week..
sometimes slept late as well..
all for the sake of work work n more work..
and money money and less money..
realised something's wrong when its halfway thru a course i am attending..
felt hot inside, but no fever outside..
kinda dismissed it and when i woke up on sun,
i was feeling alrite,
at least not so bad..
finished teaching edeline,
i felt as though i was burning...
tried to slp..
den received sms from ms angie..
so i went back to work..
help out with the goodie bags for GTM..
50 bucks for 3 hrs..
but my mom asked for it..
[jokingly]
gave it to her lor..
so she's 50 bucks richer..
and me 50 bucks poorer..
LOL~

after tt met dear go his hse..
by then,
headache kicked in..
fever was nearly out..
-_-"
and dear made me drink 2 glasses of water @ one go..
before we went for dinner~
went with limin, shumin, dear and his parents..
to a coffeeshop resturant~
and coz of the 2 glasses of water,
i was urgently needing the toilet..
and the toilet was disgusting!!!

went home after tt..
and bathed..
and.....
after sending dear to my hse door,
[normally i send him to yewtee mrt]
i went in,
and fell aslp..
all the way till morn..
din even hear the sms tone when dear sent me a sms!
now still feeling sick..
sian..
but i cannot take leave for this week..
must jian chi dao dI!
coz my last day is this fri..
and GTM needs pple to help out!

2005-06-24T13:49:00.000+08:00

i forgot to add..

today is friday friday friday!

tralalas~

such a good friday friday friday!

tralalas~

the pizza was good..

hawaiian~

i'm so happy!!!

FRIDAY!

2005-06-24T12:56:00.000+08:00

all shoes are pretty.. BUT.....

as the title goes above..
all shoes can be pretty ---> on a sunny day,
BUT..
that's a very big BUT there..
certain shoes can be killers ---> on a rainy day!
had a quite ~~suay~~ morn today!!!
-sian-
when i woke up and got ready for work...
i looked out of the window in my sis room..
i knew it is going to rain..
coz the air smelt like it..
but it hasen rained yet..
as i left home, i grabbed my baleno umbrella..
and even before i reached the lift, it started raining!
-_-"
luckily i reached the mrt station before it turned into GIGANTIC raiN..
and for pple who dun live arnd khatib..
FYI~
the GIGANTIC rain in khatib,
cannot play play one hor~
its super BIG..
with wind and watsoever..
even armed with an umbrella,
also confirm plus guarentee with chop will be soaked..
-lihai bah-
but this morning the rain isn't tt bad..
oh ok..
relating back to the title,
bout shoes can be killers~
uh.. no...
i did not fall dwn..
but i did felt as though i am risking my neck..
just by wearing the shoe..
so i concluded with the fact tt..
-i need new shoes!-
with friction, with design!!!
wahahha.. excuses for shopping yet again~

went funan [the digital mall? the IT mall?]
for lunch yesterday with sophie..
bought an adidas tank top which i saw 2 weeks ago~
nice nice!
GTM next week shall be my last week in tbl..
i really dun wan to extend animore..
many things i wan to do before entering NTU officially~
but den again~
i have no obligations to anione..
hehe.. :P

GTM will be in ritz carlton!
but i guess i will only be the recept there..
dun wanna attend all the talks + meeting..
its boring~
but good experience though..
wonder if lunch's catered by the hotel..
the only thing bout it is,
i am gonna get free dinner in resturants for 2 nites..
PLUS --> ++
it's considered as OT~
so i am earning money while getting free dinner..
all for the sake of taking attendance!
BUT!
i need to do community service...
alone.. :(
sophie dun wan to go!
and after tt while pple go hm,
i need to go back ritz carlton help out..
-dirty dirty tsk tsk!-

ok, the rest of my post was eaten by blogger..
lazy to retype..
tahnk god for the recover post button~

2005-06-20T16:40:00.000+08:00

i'm ~~BORED~~
someone come KILL ME~
i <3> GREEN!
i wanna gai gai~
i wanna lose weight..
i wanna go gym`
i wanna go swimming~
i wanna eat coca..
i wanna go disneyland`
i wanna quit teaching tuition~
i wanna quit working..
i wanna go HOME!

anithing's better den just sitting here..

2005-06-20T14:04:00.000+08:00

new blogskiN~

haha~
lunch with julien was alright..
we had it @ curry favor/moon river cafe!!!..
sophie!!!
i had lunch in moon river cafe!
and i heard the song moon river also~
:P
but coz they are connected..
i ate food from curry favor..
the food was nice..
mabbe go back with dear some other time for dinner..
=)

amazingly we had common topics to talk bout..
hehe..
so lunch wasn't tt bad..
he took french literature for his uni yrs!
tt's like cool~
and he's a korean!!!
he went france to study french literature..
wow..
but he says he is stronger in english den french now..
hehe..
coz stayed in s'pore quite long liao,
no practise for french..

so full now....
drinking yakult..
wanna go overseas!
dear going walabi aust this nov..
for nearly a mth..
army..
:'(
he's going to throw me here all alone!!!

2005-06-20T10:39:00.000+08:00

bliss weekend

friday~
spent friday evening @ dear's hse bbq..
gonna kop some pics from min's blog..
haha~

me n da min~ i look so eeky beside the da mei nu lor.. -_-"

dear doing the preparation work..

stepping aside for coleman to set up the fire..

preparing the chic wings! too bad there isn't my fav fillet.. :'(

the nite was fun...
but i guess i was also a lil wet blanket..
kind of i guess..
haha..
xiao min was bz with her own friends..
da min was bz with.. uh hum...
paiseh to interrupt..
hahas..
den dear was bz bbqing~
mabbe i am really too spoilt...
but its so hot near the bbq pit!
so awkward dunno where to go..
haha..
wldn't be disappear into dear's room rite?
so stuck to him lor..

saturday~
sat woke up with headache..
-_-"
so never go teach tuition..
thus this week's nite i will be v bz!
every tuition is spreaded out in the evenings~
when i woke up in the aftn,
it was much better..
and dear came back from driving lessons..
so we had lunch..
and i joined both mins in the basement..
karaoke session!
i forgot how their ktv remote looks like!
can imagine?
i dunno how long issit since i last sang in the room..
haha~
after tt went prepare..

went bugis find my pig mui..
she's currently a child labour in KFC!
earning ---> $3/hr..
-_-"
dunno y in the ktv basement,
we suddenly talked bout mp3..
bout ipod shuffle..
and suddenly decided to buy for my sis..
dunno wat came over me really~
its already with her..
hahas~
and i asked her if she wans ani other model..
jiahui --> her friend..
says buy ipod mini or zen neeon or ani other..
but my sis dunno is gong or guai..
haha..
she say ipod shuffle jiu hao le la~
and somemore emphasize 512 enuf liao k!
LOL~
more den happy pig mui..
save my money..
:P

after tt went dwn orchard..
saw sue annie..
she was going for shopping instead of dinner again~
hahas..
went isetan 'laundry' find dear's mom, sis and aunt..
went for dinner..
at marriot hotel international buffet..
was alrite..
but the variety is little..
but the quality is good..
makes up for everything i guess..

den went kbox with mins, wenyao, dear..
but sang till onli 11 den kanna chased..
-sad-

after tt went hm..
so tired..
did so mani things in one day!
dear must be even more tired..
woke up sooo early for driving liao..

sunday~
father's day!
i did something i haven done for ages..
and i feel tt i need to do tt more often..
i stayed at home with my family the entire day!!!
hahas..
dear woke up early for driving again~
poor thing..
stayed at home..
updated my zen micro songs..
added a few more songs onli la..
den went to my ah gong hse..
for xia mian...
den chatted with my aunts, mom, sis n asther jiejie..
discovered alot of things..
changed my perspective on pple..
and also realised..
my cousin din take accountancy!
she took banking and finance..
asther jiejie also going to take tt..
and ah lu jiejie is taking marketing..
a family of business pple..
LOL~
if i din take psychology,
i will also be taking business!
OMG~
haha..

asther jiejie gave me some advices..
told me not to be too ambitious..
else will end up in depression if i din acheive wat i wan..
maybe......
i think i expect too much..
perfect grades..
perfect family..
perfect career..
perfect income..
but alrite la i guess..
my a lvl wasn't my perfect scenario..
my pay now isn't my perfect income..
hahas..
i can still cope if i fall short of my own expectations i guess..
;P

went to send dear in after reaching hm from gong's hse..
but guess wat?
when we reached woodlands,
his sir called and said he got off till mon 2 p.m..
-_-"
so we went back to my hse..
he stayovered..
my sis used the com to upload songs into her ipod shuffle till dunno wat time!
we were long in our dreamland by the time she off the light..

monday~
wonder if julien remembers we're going for lunch today..
if he doesn't,
i am gonna go for subway..
screw the budget,
i am not gonna save up so much afterall..
like wat they always say..
whether u are rich or poor depends on how u spend ur money..
u can be rich, but live poor..
or poor, but live rich..
[live rich=money spent carefully but not stingyly]
what's the point of stashing a huge amt of $$ in a bank?
i'll have plenty of chances to do it in the future~
^-^
but still..
as for saying so much..
i will still stash my $$ in the bank..
watever's left over tt is..

already set aside money for driving..
this mths and last mth's pay from timberland recept work..
shld be enuf for sch's lesson~
if not enuf i really pheng lor..
but since i aim to get my license b4 i graduate from uni....
i still have plenty of time..
haha..
dear asked me to wait for shumin and learn with her..
next yr lors..
but dunno shld learn auto or manual..
my daddy and dear's daddy say auto leh..
but private dun have auto..
so got to learn sch...

mum's gonna give me money to buy laptop..
and the excess money to buy things needed for hostel..
ntu doesn't seem to have much of a choice for laptop though..
hmm....

this entry seems super long~
haha..
gotta go for lunch soon!
with julien..
ya..
he confirmed with me..
wonder wat will we be eating?
LOL~

2005-06-17T15:42:00.000+08:00

bbq?

oh yeah!
i love fridays..
:D
going off in 15 mins time~
though tt means no OT..

haven updated since mon..
my wallet stained with ink!
*sobs*
though it's onli stained a lil..
cindy taught me to use nail polish remover..
ok..
i shall try...

going for a bbq later at dear hse..
can't wait to see venus!
but i shan eat so much..
-doubt i can ctrl once i see the food though-
LOL~

yippee~!!
its friday its friday its friday~
:)

2005-06-13T13:55:00.000+08:00

sakura hasen closed dwn..
its the shop beside it..
sophie saw wrongly...
hahas~
so we had sakura for lunch!
i din even touch the menu..
just ordered chicken fried rice..
and we shared the fried wanton..
LOL~

went body shop after tt..
i bought my foot scrub!
and foot lotion also~
hahas..
i am a sudden bodyshop freak!
sophie bought her stay in conditioner..

now back to work..
gotta help julien later..
gonna be a bz day again~
tonite is alvin's tuition..
woah~

2005-06-13T11:28:00.000+08:00

update

life has been alright..
routine..
nothing special really happened..
i ate, slept, worked, rushed..
haven updated for so long coz of tt reason..
nothing much to update..

so dear karluo aka my beloved sis...
tt's the reason i din update..
hehe..
sorry i din visit u at kfc yesterday!
i overslept..
pissed u off rite..
kept waiting for me and khimwee to appear..
n of course i pissed him off also..
coz i din meet him for lunch..
sorry dear..

weini!
footscrub is to scrub off those dead cells~
hehe..
not to scrub till our legs are raw la..
:P
like some pple got hardened skins?
must file, den scrub, den apply lotion..
if onli apply lotion not enuf de..
hehe...
chim?
the pedicurist tell me one..
LOLS

oh, shuxin!
yes, i remembered the GP thingy..
hehe..
u tried the pdts b4 and allergic aR?
mabbe i shld be careful..
:P
aniway, to be room mates,
i need ur matriculation number!
when pass me chyi's sim card u let me know k?
and i let u know also..
haha~

lunch for today is a blur..
sophie and i have a hard time deciding..
know why?
sakura closed dwn..
:'(
and we both wan to eat tt!
sian~
so now we are thinking of LJS..
nothing seems appetising to me now..
and everything is so ex..
lunch gonna be in 4 mins time..

my bank acct is pathetic..
my mom is starting to ask qns..
i haven banked in april's pay..
i haven banked in tuition's pay..
hope it looks better when those are in..
coz from the look on the ibanking,
i really CMI!

i haven updated the photos on the clothes i bought..
and my wallet and shoe..
i shld have..
but i haven..
pardon me, coz i was busy..
and will still be bz...

wanna watch PCK the musical..
sheena and weini watching together..
dunno whether dear still wanna watch.
he mentioned he wans to before..
but we procastinated and waited..
till now..
haven bought tix..
0_O"

oh man..
i am looking forward to my long awaited break..
which i dun see it coming anitime soon~

2005-06-07T09:59:00.000+08:00

wat snobbish stuck up office pigs?

ok..
there's a leak in the ceiling..
the maintenance guy has already been here..
he's fixed everything he can do..
and wat?
some office pig,
[whom i assume i shld know who]
but i do not have a name,
has been bothering my colleague to ensure tt it will not leak again..
-_-"
it's not as though we left the ceiling to leak!
its already fixed.
get it into ur brain will ya?
its ALREADY fixed.

haa...
dun think the person will read this..
as a matter of fact,
i still dunno who's this snob..
u are onli a office worker..
not the boss..
just take watever u are given, alrite?
and the compani isn't so cruel to give u a place tt leaks..

okok..
i am over reacting..
but the fact tt i am the one supposed to call the maintenance guy doesn't help one bit..
coz i already called him once..
and he was absolutely positive tt he has done watever he can..
well..
guess i got to try calling again..

i'm currently dwn with the flu at the moment..
-red nose-
all becoz of the simple three words,
"lack of sleep"
and also becoz of another word,
"undisciplined"
i went ahead to catch the midnite show of unleashed with dear..
and had to wake up at 8 plus 9 for tuition with edeline..
and this is the end result..
[somebody help me]
is this really a sign of poor time management?
or issit really tt time is simply too packed for me?
i really dunno..

aniway..
ms angie,
upon hearing my voice yesterday,
actually asked if i wld like to go hm..
but...
tini is sick..
guess its out of ta qn..
i dun wan to go hm,
and ms angie will be bz till like dunno wat..

-shrugs-
today is a brand new day!
but i am still suffering from the dreaded flu..
but it's alrite.. its ok~
jiayou jiayou all the way!
[siao.. i am going mad..]

went adidas n bodyshop n passed by mph yest..
with sophie during lunch..
she wanted a frisbee..
but cldn't find one..

i wanna buy a shorts, tee and bag from adidas!
now GSS got 30% off..
ehehe..
and i will wear the shorts and tee,
thus it will definitely be worthwhile!

i wanna buy foot and body scrub from bodyshop!~
got a 15% discount from wat's up north..
waiting for this week's foot scrub discount..
hehe..
wondering if i shld sign up for the bodyshop card..
-advices anione?-

i wanna buy a book from mph!
but i guess i cld get it from success bookshop as well..
so gotta check out the price diff..
LOLS~

oh no.. i'm getting oh so sleepy..
shucks..

2005-06-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

oooohhHHH...

met sue-annie for 'dinner'!
ER....
actually..
we traded dinner for shopping..
hehehe..
and i finally found the wallet i wan!
it's a ELLE wallet..
pink on the outside,
green on the inside..
so nice lor the design!
i will put up the photo sometime later..
coz the digicam is with my sis!
she's away at camp..
super nice~
i really like it..
and it cost 80 bucks..
er...
i noe..
so much for saving money..
but surprisingly~
my mom din scold me!
she say i like jiu hao..
and say since its my own money,
she wun chup so much how i spend!
LOLS~

and i bought a pair of shoes from isetan too...
from x:odus..
very cute!
those front like bao xue..
den got two strawberrys hanging out..
cute!
i'm loving it!

it's been a long time since i feel so elated from buying things i really love..
and i really like the feeling i am having now..
instead of feeling xin tong tt i spent the money,
i am feeling very happy coz i bought things i love!
oh man...
-i feel so blissful-

i saw another shoe i like..
may go back isetan to get it..
*beams*
someone please tell me to wake up..
coz my pay is not all for shopping!
hehe...

okok..
going to orh orh liaos..
i feel like the most xin fu person on earth!

p/s. yes, i noe, i seem so easy to please...
hahas~

2005-06-02T15:13:00.000+08:00

oh ya..
my mom say i become hui ai mei le..
[vain~]
and she said it's a good thing..
-_-"
coz i went sakae with sophie for dinner on tues..
den we went to raffles city for a shop walk..
went to body shop,
and i bought the hand cream..
and my mom caught me applying it last nite...

mom: wo de nu er zhong yu zhang da le, hui ai mei le...
[my daughter finally grew up, vain liaos]
-_-" can?
and i offered to share with her but she rejected!
i'm gonna get a foot scrub as well...
must pamper my limbs..
hahahhas~

oh i'm so poor~

2005-06-02T14:22:00.000+08:00

abnormal

hahas..
its seriously quite abnormal for me to update once in 3 days..
coz it shld be like, what?
ya..
correct..
3 times a day..
LOLS..

i'm hooked on neopets 'Freaky Factory!'
it's fun alrite..
dun look at the name neopets..
hahahs..
trying to beat the high score..
den can win the trophy..
*beams*

uploaded photos into imagestation..
for sentosa trip..
but..
i dunno how to link yet..
already set up a section to place the link..
under my profile..
-it will be up soon-
as soon as i figure it out lor..
=X
but its quite mafan to use imagestation.
so can i urge all my friends,
to sign up?
its FOC..
so shldn't be any prob..
thank ewww!
hehe..

oh man..
everyone in the office tot i am leaving tml..
opps~
-so paiseh-
the new lady in charge of me is tini..
hehe..
she's very nice..
chatted with her and sophie in front of my desk just b4 lunch..

anyway,
i feel like a spendthrift!
but i din even go shopping last mth..
:'(
i wonder where my money went to..
okok..

sample sale - $160
dentist - $55
crystal jade with sis - $30
books by lisa gardner - $50
transport - $1oo
food - $150
parents - $150
NDO + lessons - $70
broadband - $32.50

-_-"
i feel so broke..

so.....
i've decided to go on a diet + curb my spendings for the month of june!
but i just bought a magazine today..
:'(
so much for curbing my spendings..
and i ate quite alot for lunch too!
and i'm meeting sue-annie for dinner later~
hahas!

argh.
forget it..
LOLS.

i miss school..
boo..

2005-05-30T10:57:00.000+08:00

er...

paiseh.. my mistake..
there's no new recept..
okok..
its not really my mistake..
i was misleaded..
*not my fault!*

ms angie told me if i stay on..
i will continue as the recept..
the new person coming in is the admin coordinator..
and she will be in charge of the new recept..
*pause*
when they find one..
[get it?]
-_-"
so i just have to let the admin coordinator noe..
wat am i doing now..
so she know wat to tell the new recept..
and aniwae, she's coming on 1st june..
not today..
so effectively,
fri was not the last day i can blog..
-paiseh for false info-
and i can get to help out with external projects..
once after office hrs,
she said i will get paid by tbl,
not my agency..
*shrugs*

wah..
i was interupted by suddenly mani things to do..
now i am back..
hahas..

lunch's over..
had a bz weekend..
woke up early for every single day of last week..
esp sat..
tuition..
-lack of sleep!-
*blinks, panda bear here*
LOLS..

went to sentosa yesterday..
makan makan and more makan..
coz sl prepared meehoon..
ml prepared chicken kebabs plus coleshaw..
den we bought lots of titbits!
hahas..
and i din bring extra clothings..
so din go kayaking..
so....
in fact,
i just sat there and eat and eat and eat..
played daidee...
den built volcano with sheena and weini!
hahas..
coz we saw pple building sand castles..
we like quite zhang bu da (cannot grow up)
hahas...
den we went back to sheena's hse..
to cut birthday cake~
nice nice!

happy early birthday sumay!

den we went to satisfy cravings..
hahas..
sakae sushi!
each ate like 3 plates on avg onli..
coz we were all already v full..
den we all went home..

guess wat?!
i saw the baby my mom's gonna look after!
she's so cute!!!
her cheeks are so super chubby lor!
den her eyes are so bright!!!!
man..
love her!
hehe..
but i onli saw her for like 15 mins?
den her mom came to bring her hm..

went to send dear into camp..
den saw marcus and hongting..
guess the first thing marcus say when he saw me?

marcus: karboon! ni fei hen duo le! (u've grown fatter)
me: -_-" ok.... i noe..

hehe..
ya.. i already know..
so sad rite?
i just can't help eating so much..
and i dun have the time to exercise!
hahahas
*excuses*

i was so tired tt i fell aslp once i touch my bed last nite..
and woke up when my alarm went off..
lols~
still kinda tired though..
sians..

aniwae sophie was in sentosa yest as well!
and she was at siloso beach as well!
but...
we din meet up @ all!

it's a nice meeting for everyone..
hahas..
sl, ml, sm, sheena, weini, dan goh, sharmen, mingteck..
long time no see..
hope to meet them again soon~
will post up the photos tml..
coz my digi cam no batt!
and i am at work now..
hahas..

i started typing this blog in the morning!
and i ended this blog at 541...
-_-"
hasen been so bz since dunno when..
lols..

2005-05-27T15:52:00.000+08:00

wahhaa..
does this fit the description tt u guys know bout me?

(x) i have a cell phone.
hp actualli.. my 6170.. :P
( ) i am an only child.
( ) i love dangly earrings.
( ) i have smoked a cigarette before.
( ) i am doing drugs
( ) i am an alcoholic
(x) i love cold weather
anithing's better den hot n sweaty!
( ) i have shot a gun before
(x) i love music.
chinese pop.. hehe..
( ) i have zero tolerance for ignorant people
(x) i have ridden on a motorcycle before
when i was young.. i hugged my uncle for my dear life..
( ) i'll be in this town forever
() i've been to 5 other countries.
( ) i get annoyed easily
( ) i have neat handwriting.
(x) i have more than a few horrible memories
after 18+ years of living.. who doesn't?
( ) i am addicted to chocolate
(x) i have siblings
my sister lor...
( ) my parents are strict
( ) i love airplane rides
(x) i love taking pictures
hahas.. too bad dear dun like to...
(x) i hate people who are fake, really cant tolerate them
well.. self explanatory..
(x) i can be mean when i want to be
just dun step on my toes.. grr..
(x) my parents care about my grades
but they dun pressurise me though..
love them.. :)
(x) one of my best friends is a girl
u noe who u are..
(x) one of my best friends is a boy
u also noe who u are.. hee..
( ) one of my best friends is a lesbian
( ) one of my best friends is a gay
( ) i have way too many purses
( ) i'm obsessed with lip gloss
(x) i am easy to talk to
just speak, and u are talking to me~
true? hahas..
(x) cry easily
u guys can try.. everything can make me cry!
( ) i hate it when people are late and don't apologise
(x) i am romantic
no comments..
(x) i love springtime
carefree!
( ) i have too many clothes for mycloset/dresser.
(x) i love to sleep
haas! just as anione who knows me well..
(x) i wish i were smarter
den i would have gotten a scholarship!
( ) i'm afraid of flying.
( ) i HATE drama
( ) i bite my nails.
(x) i have been on a 9 hour car ride
the bus ride to genting?
( ) i never fight with my parents
(x) i love the beach
esp at nite... can chat n watch the stars for hours..
( ) i have never had the chicken pox
( ) i have gone out in public in my pajamas
( ) i can't control my emotions.
(x) i have a best friend
=.=
( ) i have moved more than once
(x) i truly love my friends
if not i hate them? lols~
( ) i have/had braces
( ) i love to write
( ) i have never broken a bone
( ) i love my computer
( ) i love girls that play piano
(x) i love doing manicure and pedicure
call it vanity.. but i can't afford them.. :P
( ) i'm a happy person.
( ) i love to dance
(x) i love to sing
kbox! here i come! but i sing horribly.. to be frank. hehe
(x) i love to act crazy and be funny
ya.. but sometimes pple do not see it the same way i do..
( ) i love cleaning my room
(x) i tend to get jealous very easily
on every single thing! yes.. it's tt bad..
(x) love cute things
hehe.. precious moments!
(x) i love night better than day.
coz i got time to do the things i wan at nite!
(x)i have been on the phone for over 5hours at a time.
i think the record is either with xiaoyi or shuqin..
(x) i don't like to study for tests
boring.. *yawns*
( ) i have had pneumonia.
(x) i have horrible sense of direction
nv ask me to rem how to drive arnd.. i'll definitely get lost..
(x) i miss primary school.
hopscotch! five stones! pepsi cola!
( ) i love kisses on my forehead.
( ) i love the color pink.
( ) i love to sew.
( ) my eye color changes
( ) i become stressed easily
(x) i hate liars.
do u love them?
( ) i like comfy sweatpants
(x) i like black mascara
makes the eye lashes longer!
(x) i can play the piano
simple songs count.. true?
(x) i love to play in the rain
provided i can bath immediately after i get hm..
(x) i love my family
needless to say..
( ) i hate needles
( ) i am a perfectionist
( ) i always wanted to learn to play the guitar
(x) i hate the feeling of failure.
but i know tt its the mother of success..
(x) i have friends in other countries
chyi, xin, ardi, vikram, xyz?
(x) i know how to cook
noodles, rice... hahas..
(x) i can speak another language.
aside from el.. cl tt is..
( ) i love my life
(x) at times i can be quite selfish.
esp bout money....
(x) at times, i still act like a little kid
so much so tt my mom can't stand it..
(x) i have allergies
nose allergy.. boo hoo..
(x) i love babies
they are just soooo cute!
(x) i love to read
definitely..
( ) i wish i were more motivated for school.
(x) i love getting stuff in the mail.
but i seldom get them.. :'(
(x) i have problems with letting go of old feelings/memories
ya.. i still miss sec 2 and 09...
(x) i hate being alone.
but i do love moments of solitude too..
(x) i love friends
=.=
(x) i love summer
(x) i love the weekends.
( ) i love black eyeliner
( ) i can type with one hand
(x) i wear make-up
very seldom though..
( ) i have never rode on an undergroundsubway.
(x) i go on shopping sprees
u'll be happy i am not spending ur money..
( ) i sing in the shower.
( ) i have never been camping
( ) i hate cheerleaders
( ) i usually get what i want
(x) i love myself
tt i definitely do!

2005-05-27T14:24:00.000+08:00

last time..

today shall be the last time tt i blog during work..
coz....
*sobs*
mon the new recept is coming in!
and i can't possibly blog in front of her..
true?
=p
and most probably i will be continuing work in tbl...
doing other things..
as wat, i also dunno..
but ms angie told me till july...
and i doubt the new sitting position allows me to do anithing i wanna w/o exposing my self to the entire office..
so...
:'(

went back amkss this morn..
i took halfday off from work..
my sis's PTC..
my parents weren't able to make it..
saw lao da! ms pang, mr goh!
hehe..
talked to lao da..
he said my sis is v guai, but v blur..
hahas...
surprisingly ms pang dunno she's my sis..
i mean..
kwok kar boon
kwok kar lok..
isn't it quite obvious?
hahas..
den brought my sis to j8..
had crystal jade for lunch..
in another hr, i am off work!
yippie!

2005-05-26T14:16:00.000+08:00

cheated~

my sis was happily using the com last nite..
till it was about 1 a.m in the morn..
and i happily doing my things beside her..
until i realised the time..

me: bei ar.. ni ming tian shi bu shi bu yong du shu!
(sis ar.. you tml issit dun need go sch?!)
sis: ya lar! tml PTC mah.. (parent teacher conference)
me: -_-"

i was waiting for her to sleep...
coz normally sch nite,
its her who pester me to sleep!
sians..
tt's y i slept late last nite..
hahahas..

2005-05-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

this is the wallet i wan from swarvoski crystal!

but i dun like the top and bottom leather strip..
:(

this is the the type of wallet i want!

but i want this design in white..
:(

i think this design is not bad..

can consider buying this..
hehe..
but its $275..

i very ma fan hors?
p/s: i dun mind pple buying the white one for me..
hehe....

2005-05-25T17:22:00.000+08:00

*sobs*
seems like the entire world is going to nus..
except me..

2005-05-25T10:20:00.000+08:00

shopping!

woots~
spent 160 bucks in an hR!
timberland sample sales!!!

for i'm a timberlander..
timberlander..
timberlander..

hahas..
paiseh.
i abit feng diao...

in asia, only can find at most 3 pces of each design..
each of different colours~
hahas..
and i bought 6 pces!
of different designs!
so excited..
hahas!~
*dun be jealous kaes?*
LOLS..
just kidding..
think some of u having the -_-" look liaos..

but hor..
actualli..
only 2 pces are for myself..
-_-"
coz....
mostly selling men's clothings!

bought 2 tees for dear..
6 bucks each only wors!
outside one tee selling for 100 bucks?!
a fleece jacket..
for 20 bucks~
^-^
those are for dear..

den a small leather coin pouch for mom!
filial bahs...
hahas...

and for myself..
erms...
its the most ex..
i bought a sweater..
for 20 bucks..
and.....
a leather jacket....
for..........
a hundred bucks!!!
hehe...
but the leather jacket is super comfy!
the interior is so silky lor..
no wonder timberland goods are for comfort..
but outside of sales,
i also dun dare buy...

and the good news is....
all the goods are not defective ones!
they are brand new!!!

qn: so y are they for sale at such low prices?
ans: coz..... firstly, we're staffs?
2ndly... hehe..
coz...
those designs will not be manufactured in buck...
they are taken out of line..
means,
they will never be manufactured again!
each colour onli will have one of tt design..
and we get to purchase them..
:P
some more hor..
the designs are nice leh..
dunno y they dun wan to manufacture for retail..

and i have a feeling i am one of the smallest spender..
i got one bag of clothes..
sophie has got 2 bags..
su an has got 3 bags..
and tracy has got 5 bags!

uh oh....
i just remembered something..
i have got..
a baleno jacket at hm..
a giordano jacket.. (though its already faded)
ok..
nothing else..
means...
i wld have 3 jackets n 1 pullover in total!
oh man..
one for each day of the week during lectures?
my mom will clobber me when i reach hm...
-opps-

shall put up the photos of wat i bought sometime soon..
:)

2005-05-23T20:31:00.000+08:00

so paiseh..
the result is so light!
can ur highlight to see it?
hee..

Your #1 Match: ESTP

The Doer
You are adventurous and risk taking. You act first, think second.You love being the center of attention. Chances are you were the class clown.Competitive, charming, and charasmatic - you have your own code of honor.You live a flexible life, bouncing between a series of activies that interest you.
You would make a great salesperson, marketing director, or entrepreneur.

Your #2 Match: ISTP

The Mechanic
You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations.A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent.To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable.You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people.
You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete.

Your #3 Match: ENTP

The Visionary
You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.
You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

Your #4 Match: ESFP

The Performer
You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

Your #5 Match: ESTJ

The Guardian
You're a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker.Goals are important in your life, and you take many steps to acheive them.You enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities.Your high energy level means you are great at getting things done!
You would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective.

What's" Your Personality Type?

omg!
none said i can be a psychologist..
:(

2005-05-23T19:59:00.000+08:00

oh yah!
going to sentosa with sl they all on e 29th may o5...
looking forward..
-grins-

2005-05-23T19:05:00.000+08:00

[continued]

but..
erm..
i forgot wat i wan to continue le...
heeee...

went for big walk yesterday!
with alvin shaokai ruifeng aka nua de kenny shaoyong n dear..
hahas
woke up so early..
>.<
the goodie bag this yr is quite pathetic..
started the walk at 9..
saw mani types of dogs..
so cute!!!
we onli walked 5 km..
hahas
stopped at suntec for breakfast..
mac's so clever..
gave out voucher at the door of suntec..
-_-"
and it was totally full..

after tt me and dear walked arnd suntec...
looking for wallet..
but found none!
sians..
where can we find wallet ar?

den today went gai gai @ raffles place..
with dear..
realised.....
it's quite fun to gai in those higher class places..
hahas
but today's motive was clear..
to purchase wallet..
but din find ani though..
went into mont blanc, swaroski, polo ralph, guess.....
etc..
hehe..
think i am filthy rich?
-nah-
i was just acting..
lols..
the wallets wasn't nice though...
sad..
and dear is v particular bout the leather of the wallet also..
saw a nice wallet in swaroski..
but there is no white colour..
and guess the price???
$275!
and got another orange wallet from a shop..
costs $300!
omg..
-_-"
still looking out for wallets..
walked thru citylink to suntec.....
saw michelle n junlong..
hahas..
and esther jiejie..
she's working in GG<5..
den took cab back to dear's hse...
and here i am..
LOLS..

i still wanna find a wallet!
recommendations pls?
hahas...

aniway, the takeaways of today..
are.....
dear's tie: blue one..
me: a white biz top..
:)
happy with the shopping outcome..
dinner time!

2005-05-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

cats n dogs

taught tuition this morning..
my aunt drove me to their hse..
since alvin was gym-ing at the stadium..
had 2 char show paos for breakfast..
met dear at their void deck after tuition..
went home, bathed..
had lunch..
and as we left my hse,
the rain was getting up...
when we arrived at the mrt station....
i den realised tt i forgot my hp n ez link..
*piangs*
by the time we walk back to get my things...
and back to the mrt..
it was raining cats n dogs..
i was totally drenched..
must be quite a sight man..
-so lang bei-
-_-"
somemore wearing white top!!
so walked back hm again..
*hope i dun get sick*
long story...

last nite went my ah gong hse makan popiah....
my aunt popiah rocks!
hehe..
i love my mom n aunts culinery skills..
-cool n ichi-ban!-
my aunt drove me and my sis there..
chatted with sl on hp thru out..
cool!
had a long chat with her..
felt so good..
hehe..
mani got into faculty of science..
sl, ml, weini, sheena, willy......
guess most will be going there...
:'(
sad..
no one come ntu with me!

[to be continued]

2005-05-20T15:46:00.000+08:00

funny..
since when issit that the guy can throw his temper,
while the ger can't..
i am getting sucked into a wierder n wierder world..
and i dunno how to get out of the damn place..

2005-05-20T10:22:00.000+08:00

wah!

i finally cleared my tutorial yesterday!
i know i know...
u must be already shaking ur head...
how long has it been since A levels!
hahas..
k lars..
i admit i am not the neatest person on earth..
din bother to look at it till yesterday.. :P
and guess what?
do u guys know the green big bag?
the one from the recycling company?
i cleared my tutorials in one of those bags..
and i cleared my rough papers in another one of those bags?!
and i haven touched the lecture notes...
oh man...
and i was clearing my magazines as well..
from 10 cleared till 130..
and my magazine is half cleared..
now i finally understand y my mom tells me not be buy mags..
-_-"
as i look back..
they are so lame....
realised tt deep blue sea was a 1999 film..
when i was in sec 1!
tt's like 6 yrs ago?!
amazed...
:O
kaes...
tonite,
i am gonna complete clearing the magazines..
oh..
and i found my SAT result slips too..
lols..
paiseh..
my train of thoughts are jumping here n there..
so its another of the green bag for half my mags..
shall see wat else when i clear my room tonite..
^-^

got to change my blogskin..
ani recommendations?

2005-05-19T10:04:00.000+08:00

inner most thoughts

hey!
i knew it..
haha..
can see pple's eye already roaming..
searching for wat's karboon really thinking..
well..
-shrugs-
i am just going to blog wat i am thinking..
tt's all..
sorry to disappoint u guys~
:)

as i was walking home last night..
i was messaging a friend..
i dunno if he will be reading this..
i doubt he will be..
the sms-es were few..
and i guessed he's busy..
who isn't nowadays?
but wat crushed me was..
we used to be close friends..
okok..
mabbe not tt close...
-i know wat u guys are thinking-
but good enuf for us to have already confided in one another b4..

it makes me wonder..
who's fault issit when friendship starts to sway..
on my end..
i always wait for people to sms me,
to ask me out..
only to realise that,
much as i wan to,
i can't..
and the other hand,
i tot..
my friends may be waiting for me to sms me them as well..
to ask them out..
and mabbe tt's y..
both parties end up not calling up each other..
end up not contacting each other..

it also makes me wonder..
whether people actually trust me..
to have the faith in me tt i am trying to help them..
i doubt anione will believe wat i say aniway..
only few wld understand..
on the many years of friendships i had with many of them..
there are still those who thinks i wan to earn from them..
am i really this type of person to u guys?
to all my closest friends?
to those i am not so close to?
in ur hearts, am i really so money-minded?
or am i really so bad?
if not,
where is the trust?
i do know wat i am doing..
i will not drag my friends into trouble..
i WILL NOT.
alright?
i am not trying to convince anyone here..
u guys can convince urself..
i feel guilt free..

many things have happened..
i am beginning to wonder..
from the time i started building the friendship..
with anyone..
till today..
is it tt i am really the type of person,
who cannot be trusted?
i am just asking myself..
no one needs to answer me..
but from wat i see...
yes.. i cannot be trusted..
and i can blame no one but myself..
coz ultimately,
how people feel about me,
is caused by me..
isn't it true?

y my friends ain't contacting me?
y my friends ain't asking me out?
y my friends this, y my friends that?
ultimately..
i got to blame myself..
if i am really such a good friend,
these wldn't have happened..
true?

someone's blog mentioned bout pple more concerned bout their bf..
want to spend more time with their bf..
i simply wish tt those pple wld grow up..
and i also wish tt i wld grow up too..
pple wouldn't say tt if it ain't true..
but us, who are attached,
wld always try to argue agains't the facts..
and pple wld say we are coming up with excuses..
endless cycle huh?
and more often den not..
both parties end up hurt..
so wats the point of starting that?
if those who are not attached,
when going out,
call those who are attached,
wldn't everything be fine?
and if those who are attached are forever not free coz of their bf,
den its obvious tt they zhong se qin you, ain't it?
but if the pple are not putting the effort to call those who are attached,
and say they wldn't come anyway,
now..
who's fault is it?
i am not referring to anione in particular..
and to my closest friend,
u know who u are,
i am not referring to u..
honest..
we already had a heart to heart talk bout this topic..
:)
-cheers to us!-

have ur ever have the feeling of...
ur v close friends in ur clique,
but long time nv seen him/her,
and suddenly tot of their name,
and seen their faces,
and suddenly....
they seem so familiar......
but so strange....
so far away...
or maybe its only for those who are bad friends..
like me..
who get to have the sensation...
i remembered having this sensation bout xueling..
i see her face..
but her name is so strange..
i even wonder where she is...
den reality struck me..
she's in AJ too!
we're in the same school!
:'(
it happened to me again today..
i see a person's face..
his actions..
and i realised...
it's sharmen..
i feel sad that i can't be trusted...
at least to him..
i feel sad tt pple rather believe others..
den believe me..
but as i said.
its my fault..
if i am really so trustable, y dun pple believe me?

i wonder who's still reading this post..
if u are still reading,
sorry to have wasted like 5 mins of ur time?
its all craps to pple who dunno me well aniway..

my sis and i had actually talked bout friendship b4..
and both of us came up with a conclusion tt..
there's no such thing as truest friend of our life..
pple move on..
pple make new friends..
and i remembered crying in front of her..
tt was the day i felt tt..
hey..
i can confide in my sis too..
:)
thanks mei...

after all that blabbering of rubbish...
i just came back from lunch..

human beings are strange creatures..
i tot bout all these till i cried myself to slp..
but strangely..
i felt better after crying..
rather den feeling so bad deep inside..
but unable to cry it out..

maybe like wat a friend wrote in his blog..
"people may remember me the day they flip the newspaper, and see my face inside.. but by that time, i will no longer be around.."
kinda apply to me too..

it will really make someone mad..
to have all the blames pointed to one alone..
everything tt happened, is tt person's fault..
he is responsible,
he got to take responsibilty..

so everything tt i stated,
why it eventually turned out the way it is today,
i am responsible for it one way or another..
no..
i am not undergoing depression..
i am searching for my true self..
i am seeking the answers from my conscience..
tt i am glad i spent the time thinking..
why issit tt things turned out this way..
i like it better to be in charge of my own life..
instead of blaming every single person around me..
saying tt its them,
tt's y i am like tt now..
i should start to learn how to blame myself..
i did not put in the efforts to stay in contact..
i did not this, i did not tt..

haa...
after such a long session,
did ur feel tt u have known karboon better?
or did ur feel tt this entry is so fake?
i just wanna say cheers to my parents!
who...
no matter wat...
will forever be there for me...
and i still have them........
when everyone else moves on................
^-^

2005-05-18T10:31:00.000+08:00

good news & bad news

*disclaimer: these good news & bad news are to affect onli myself and no other..

and the good news is...............

drum rolls please................

ms kwok kar boon.......

aka.. guojiawen........

aka.. karen kwok..........

finally passed her.............

basic theory test!!!
lols..
so happy!
*claps*
while chyi has already gotten her license..
and shuxin is taking her driving test soon....
i...
have just gotten my basic theory result..
-zhi bei!-

and the bad news is......

i have proudly........

gain another inch or two arnd my belly..
-_-"
can anyone bring me to a exercising guru?
i seriously lack of self discipline..
point a gun at my head if u wan..
just make me exercise..
and.
erms..
i only have time in the morning..
it may be extreme hard work to make me wake up..
and sat is out of da qn for i got to teach tuition..
this sunday..
teehee..
BIG WALK!
will be going with alvin, shaokai, ruifeng..
and i dunnoe who else..
for the past few yrs..
dear and i have always signed up..
and end up going late..
or not able to wake up..
so we always get the....
goody bag!
^-^

-shucks!-
my com is so laggy tt i got to wait to see the letters appearing as i type..
-_-"

i just wanna swim..
-boohoo-

got an average news too....
though its bad news to my sis..
i dunno its good or bad news to me though..
ms angie told me yesterday,
i can stay after i hand over to the new recept..
got a project can let me do...
erms..
i wonder........
if there's a pay raise..
LOLS..
or mabbe i will ask for a week's break?
like the one week hol?
*dream on*
ya.. i am dreaming..
hahas..

alvin says i look like a school student today..
O-o
as in the alvin from timberland..
aiyo..
-headache-
too mani alvins liaos!
ok, sorry i am digressing..
i replied him indignantly: 'i'm still a student wat!'
LOLS
must be coz i tied up my hair today..
MUST BE..
-trying to an wei myself-

i still haven found a room mate!
tt's another bad news..
to myself..
:'(
i am not trying hard enuf to find one though..

*just checking.. is disclaimer used in this manner?
-paiseh-
my eng-a-lan is very lao-ya..

its 40 mins to lunch..
i am hungry...
we're heading to raffles city food court..
have decided on ban mian..

dear booking out tonite!
but i can't get to see him..
-BOO-

its quite wierd tt i can see him..
but cannot have time alone with him..
and even if have time alone with him..
its like the deathly hrs of the nite..
and where else can we go to enjoy?!
wellwell..
i got to learn to live with tt..
though i ain't sure i can..
hahas..

35 mins to lunch..

k.. i shall do a typing test..

its after lunch..

my typing speed is 49 words per min..
97% accuracy..
but isn't it very slow?
sians..

okok.. back to work!

time: 1324

2005-05-16T10:16:00.000+08:00

too much of anything is never good

makes sense, huh?
i bought a 500 ml milk @ cheers..
for breakfast?
i dunno...
just felt tt its healthy to drink milk..
hehe..
it's almost finished..
and urgh..
i am ~~sick~~ of the milk..
-regret being greedy-

i am a self confessed workaholic now..
i dun mind spending all 7 days of the week rushing here n there..
but not to the extend of taking cab everywhere..
of coz..
-_-"
take a look at the title..
hahas~

okok..
mabbe i am not such a workaholic la...
coz workaholic wun stop to rest..
and all i am looking forward to now....
is to rest..
finally..........
able to slack..
@ least for a week or 2..
sleep late..
use com..
pack my room..
watch vcd..
-my prince of tennis!-
watch tv..
-ya.. my tv is fixed!~-
for those who dunno,
my tv was muted for 2~3 months!
listen to my zen micro..
listen to cds..
shopping..
swimming..
jogging...
basically enjoy!
and of course..
back to the title above....
nothing shld be done in excess..

i have bout 13 days left..
to be a timberlander..
like wat sophie likes to put it as..
we are all timberlanders..
LOL..
the 13 days excludes weekends + hols of course..
and the 2 days are for the handing over..
i can't wait to get out of the company..
but i dun bear to get out either..
oxymoron?
erms.. issit used this way?

realised..
i said i wanted to do all those things..
b4 the end of A levels..
den.....
i got sick of doing all those things...
after one month..
and.......
i want to do all those things again.....
when i am working!
boy..
how ~~wierd~~ can human be....
or issit just me..?

dear booking out on wed nite!
coz his sir make them clear leave..
so bad..
hrmp..
nvm..
decided...
but i din tell him..
i am gonna take leave on fri..
go play for one day!
hehe.....

think my this month's pay will be the lousiest...
din bother to clock the hrs for OT..
and ms angie isn't comfortable with giving me the hrs..
so forget it lors..
sometimes i simply wonder y am i so despo..
even tt few bucks also wan to grab..
lols..

wanna go for mani and pedi with mins!
ah bei u wan or not?
i treat u to one of the above..
:P

lunch in 10 mins!

woh...
how come i always gotta interrupt pple's meeting..
-_-"
scary..
all the head of depts are in the conference room..
and i gotta knock, stick my head in,
everyone look at me,
and i have to ask for the person i needa speak to..
SCAREEEEYY~

on 2nd tots,
i shldn't ask for leave afterall..
ms angie cfm ask here ask there..
den i will seem realli irresponsible..
and dear cfm wan to spend time at hm with his yipo..
coz he sounded hesitant when i wanted to go out..
so..
suan le bah~

time: 1155

2005-05-13T16:58:00.000+08:00

i feel so ~~fcuked up~~.
all u ever feel is anger and frustration.
how true.
and all i ever did is to make u angry and frustrated.
i am such a ~~failure~~.

why am i living in my own world..
get me out of this fcuked up lala land of mine.

2005-05-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

eeks!

i bathed with a cricket just now!
scared the hell out of me man..
i turned arnd,
and the black.. issit an insect?.. was there..
b/w me and the door..
0_o
quickly finished bathing and wore my clothes..
and while contemplating wat to do,
[coz i dun dare pass it..
scared it will just jump up..]
it turned arnd to face me..
:'(
i was so scared la..
in the end bo bian..
i took a big step and stood on my toilet bowl..
yes..
the toilet bowl din collapse..
dun believe?
i can invite u to my hse toilet for proof..
:p
and opened the toilet door..
and jumped out..
phew..
it din jump up or anithing..
aniway..
i am safely blogging here..
so proves tt i am alrite..

@ least i am in a better situation..
my cousin found a bat in the toilet..
luckily she hasn't started bathing..
she rushed out..
!!!!

wat funny things to encounter in toilets!
sm-more is HDB toilets..
-_-"

2005-05-11T16:38:00.000+08:00

i've chosen

so wat exactly is the thing i have chose?
well..
other den uni courses wat else is there?
i have indicated i wan psychology in ntu..
instead of biz admin in nus..
mani would have chosen differently from me..
[i predict]
and i heard from some tt they may go faculty of ss in nus..
and not choose psychology in ntu..
i prefer to think tt i am not wierd..
but unique..
LOLS..
jk..

dear got into faculty of ss in nus too!
but i dunno which one wld he choose...
ntu or nus..
guess he wld be making the decision soon~

haven blogged for a couple of days..
nothing much to blog bout actualli..
i failed my basic theory once..
yesterday went to retake it..
was supposed to be in the com lab!
me and yenna so suay..
[yups, i met yenna there]
coz too mani pple..
so in the end we went to the classroom for our test..
quite confident tt i noe the answers..
but dunno for sure if i can pass..
^-*

gotta teach tuition tonite!
and tml nite!
and sun nite!
wah..
:'(

cannot meet dear tml nite le..
sads...
tuition!
nvm can meet on fri...

tml is timberland employee rally..
this is the 2nd one i am going for..
the first with guihui..
now with su an and sophie..
free lunch!
lols..
hope its not too boring..
but i doubt it will be interesting..
-_-

i have 55 mins to go b4 i knock off!
now to the mail box....
hehe..

2005-05-10T09:38:00.000+08:00

i like the song on sophie's blog..
so found the lyrics..

Simple Plan Lyrics
I'm Just A Kid

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends
but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world

Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

2005-05-06T14:50:00.000+08:00

Hi Karen,

Please be informed that lunch hours for the company should be between 12:00 to 1:00pm or 1:00 to 2:00pm. The start time is from 8:30am to 5:30pm and if you would like to start at 9:00am, you should end your assignment on 6:00pm. I understand that you would like to be flexible, however, there are also rules in the company which you need to adhere to. I don’t own the company so for that matter of fact, I myself do not violate the rules of the company. It is a pleasure to have you work with the company for this temp assignment but I really need your co-operation to be fair to yourself as well as to the company.

Thanks,
Angie

-opps..-

y do i have the feeling tt i would like to leave the office soon?
i have the sinking feeling tt she tot i left for lunch at 1..
and came back at 2.45..
coz she din even check the time when i said i am off for lunch..
i left at 1.45..
:'(
oh well..
i dunno how to respond to her email leh..
shall just keep quiet..
-_-"

gotta go do my work liaos..
else i wld not be adhering to the company's rules..
:)

2005-05-06T12:33:00.000+08:00

job termination

my last day of work will be on 2nd june 2005..
surprisingly, when ms angie told me just now,
i felt tt bit of sad feeling..
it seems like less den a mth since i joined timberland..
now i've been here for 3 mths n 7 days..
grown attached to the environment..
will miss all the colleagues here..
shall bring my digi cam and start taking with everyone!

i will start looking for a job again~

waiting for tt mugger yong to hasten his footsteps..
though he's a pig..
but also cannot be so slow..
meeting him for lunch later..
wonder where is he now..
>.<
i am hungry..

chatted with my mom over the phone yest!
2 hrs!
ok.. i admit..
i am chi she-ing at work..
but..
imagine tt!
chatting with my mom over the phone!
its the 1st time in my life.
but den again~
we've nv had the chance..
hahas
same home mah..

there's something wrong with my blogskin..
if the picture still dun load by tml,
i shall do smthing bout it..

met dear for dinner again yesterday..
went to jack's place..
i had black pepper steak..
he had lamb chop..
hahas..
was a nice dinner..
there was a candle in the middle of the table...
but they din light it for us..
wonder why..
-_-??
causeway pt is becoming a bore for us..
cause too much time n too little place..
imagine every week on one day,
u have 3 hrs there..
*i get bored easily*
so we decided..
tues go his hse..
thurs..
either come my hse..
or..
we'll go library first..
den eat dinner at 9..
sounds like a cool plan..
his NS life is so slack!

speaking bout causeway pt..
we saw a bugs bunny toy selling at 45 bucks..
no fur one..
huggable..
so cute!!!
we saw it on tues..
when we returned on thurs,
it's gone! :'(
not tt i am gonna buy it or anithing..
but its nice to noe tt i have something to look at..
everytime i pass the shop!
-eye candy-
tt shld be the word..
onli slyvester is left..
boo..

meeting him again tonite..
needa go submit timesheet 1st..
den go airport with dear..
to fetch his mom from the airport..
mins shld be struggling with turkeys..
LOLS..
just kidding..

chatted with sl on msn a few weeks ago..
guess it was a nice chat..
all those things i kept from her..
i told her..
it's a nice feeling to be able to tell pple how u realli feel..
but i think i am kinda numb from everything..
it's been a few yrs..
not a few days..
if u guys understand wat i mean..
not to say tt anione's at fault..
we noe tt nobody is at fault at all..
it takes 2 hands to clap..
it's just my way to handling disappointment and stuffs..
i apologise for anithing i did wrong in the past..

with nothing to do with my previous paragraph,
sometimes the truth is in front of ur eyes..
whether u wanna believe it or not is up to u..
reality sucks..
i've realised tt..
time waits for no man..
-issit the correct phrase?-
lols..
i'm spouting rubbish again..

had a bad dream last nite..
can be considered a good dream as well i guess..
half-half..

o man...
mugger!
hurry up!
sorry to make u rush though..
:P

time: 1313

2005-05-05T09:33:00.000+08:00

happy birthday eileen!

dun worry..
ur bdae present will come soon kaeS?
=P

haven been updating for some days..
nothing much happened as well..
was going to swim on monday evening..
but the plan was thwarted..
dear forgot this sgcc member card!
and we were not in the best of mood..
so just walked back to his house..
-_-"
sians..
went back to play with venus!
so cute..
haha..
she knows how to say...
one, two and four..
i nv hear her say three..
lol..
and she dun say..
she scream~
but she's still cute!!!

went to work as usual on tues and wed..
nothing much~
met dear on tues coz he got to book out..
but went hm early..
coz i wasn't hm the entire long weekend..
and we're both tired..

dear told me tt he got off during the vesek day long weekend..
wanna go overseas!
hrmp..
:'(
i am even willing to pay all expenses by myself..
but mom dun allow~
sigh..
i know dun allow us go together la..
den u come with ah yi they all lor..
i dun mind wat..
but u also dun wan~
!!!!!
if not for the fact tt ah bei is onli 15 ar..
i cfm with chop bring her along..
but every solution i bring up u also dun wan..
sians..
i just wan to take a break before sch starts in july..
issit realli so difficult to agree to tt?

...
suan le..
suo zai duo ye mei yong..
work!

2005-05-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

i.......... have nothing to say.
just sad.

2005-04-30T23:24:00.000+08:00

dear got a letter..
from NTU..
sociology..
hehe..
congrats dear!
though i noe u are not v satisfied..
coz u wanted biz or econs..
there's still nus and smu..
let's wait and see, kaes?
LOLS..

gg to slp liaos..
update more tml..

2005-04-28T16:15:00.000+08:00

murder

helped christina carried a box from the sample rm..
going back in to off the light,
i realised..
its the perfect murder setting..
it's vvv messy inside..
full of apparels and shoes..
and the smell inside..
is those new clothes new shoes smell..
cool...
imagine in the middle of the nite..
the lights are all switched off..
someone is chasing u..
u dunno who..
and u ran into the sample rm~
sayonara...
u are dead..
LOLS..
no la..
being the clever me,
i know there's a back door..
so i will just run to the back door..
and run out!
w/o making a single sound..
except for the opening of the door..
trrrrrhhhhh..
and i am out of the office for good..
TADA!
escapist..

*note: i think onli su-an, guihui n sophie can understand this*
of course the other colleagues..
but they dun even noe this blog exist..
when they can't even read this,
how do they understand?
get it?
LOLS..

sorry~
i am not trying to be boliao here..
i'm just plainly bored to tears..

2005-04-28T10:33:00.000+08:00

[EDITED]
25/4/05
paiseh..
the other time i nv put the el words to the song..
pple who can't read chinese words shld be able to guess as well..
hahas!

第一时间
曲：王治平词：邬裕康

this song is out to all those people in my heart, there's one person that matters the most, you know who you are. doesn't matter for now, doesn't matter later, i'll like i'll do is make that call. turn around, there you are. it's all from the bottom of my heart, i just wanna say one thing : thank you.
(暴龙)累了不要见外把我挖起来吐个痛快　　　　
看不惯朋友有难谁还冷冷的围观为你握起来
(孝天)烦了不要见外把我找出来陪你负担
(Vanness)续杯咖啡的温暖一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满
(孝天)昨天会被今天明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰关心常在
(F4)就算你我在热闹喧哗中走散
友情会第一时间赶来　　　
让乱跳的心平躺下来重新的呼吸简单
深深的满满的　　　
朋友只要你被孤单压的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀　　　
热热的眼神陪你看开找回那片大自然
围着你抱着你相信你
(孝天)我确定
(仔仔)累了不要见外把我挖起来吐个痛快　　　　
看不惯朋友有难谁还冷冷的围观为你握起来
(孝天)烦了不要见外把我找出来陪你负担　　　　
续杯咖啡的温暖一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满
(Vanness)昨天会被今天明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰关心常在
(F4)就算你我在热闹喧哗中走散友情会第一时间赶来
让乱跳的心平躺下来重新的呼吸简单
深深的满满的　　　
朋友只要你被孤单压的叫不出来我第一时间送出关怀
热热的眼神陪你看开找回那片大自然
围着你抱着你相信你
(Vanness)我确定
saw this lyrics somewhere..
so why am i posting this up?
guess this song has some special meanings..
suddenly tot back to those days..
F4..
the days we went queuing for vanness..
even though its the week b4 prelims..
and i ain't even crazy over vanness..
i am crazy over zai zai though..
he's forever handsome..
^-^
i dun have to say who this is posted for..
the intro to the song is enuf..
yups..

suddenly in love over this song..
by guang liang..

妹妹
曲：林宥佐词：娃娃编：吴庆隆

你笑说风好大没说两句话泪就像雨下
好好哭一哭有没有带走眼里那颗砂

# 看着你在挣扎还是爱着他
说什么话都多余啊
爱情像个长假再美的回忆结束了还是要回家
不管是苦涩还是甜蜜

* 忘了他他是个傻瓜他不值得你还为他流泪牵挂
有太多好男人是你的选择啊
想再看到你笑的灿烂如花
忘了他我的妹妹啊
虽然他也是我最喜欢的朋友啊
我打算从此再也不见也不理会他
我们把他忘了吧

Repeat #

你说你不怪他你还是会想他
对爱你已不再有想法
成长的痛苦原来有那么多的代价

Repeat *

hahas..
dun worry..
nothing happened..
just found the lyrics meaningful..
and the song is nice..
FABULOUS infact..
it's on number one repeat mode in my zen micro now..
lols..

my sore throat is still arnd..
though i ain't sneezing much..
drinking water..
dear always say i dun drink enuf..
500 ml i finish in 1 hr plus..
and its quite xinku for me ald..
so...
hahas..
i dun like to drink water..
just fyi..
hope the flu isn't on its way..
i had a panadol yest aftn..
shld be outa way soon..
btw, kor..
yups.. i'm drinking water..
hehe..

came to work this morning.
with newspaper just piled on my table..
eewww...
dirty~
and settled the things i did not do..
left on my table on fri..
lucky its not much..

looking forward to the long weekend this week..
sure mani are looking forward too..
esp for the guys in NS..
but i got no plans watsoever for this weekend though~
lols..

nothing much to update..
will be back later~
hahas..

2005-04-28T09:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SIS!

hahas~
happy birthday to you..
you are born in the zoo..
ur name is called kangeroo..
happy birthday to you..
LOLS..

man..
am i mad or wat?
just a joke mei, dun take it too seriously..

the weather is super humid for the past 2 days..
issit me or issit the weather?
i wake up in sweat for both days..
and while on the mrt..
my onli tot was..
'i wanna get into the office asap'
coz inside = aircon all day!!!
hahas..

is a blog really the reflection of one's personality?
hmm..
is my blog my personality?
dunno~
it's just a random qn aniway..
hahas..
dear's phone is not on..
wonder wats happening..
hmm..

2005-04-27T10:32:00.000+08:00

UGLY

i dreamt of someone calling me ugly..
i can't remember who..
:'(
i shall not take a stand on this issue..
maybe i am ugly..
maybe i am not..
beauty lies in the eye of the beholder..
-chimilogy-
i still rem my pri sch english..
lols..

think i am easily stressed out..
must go improve my erms..
stressometer?
maintain it at a certain level..
LOLS..
man, is there such an instrument arnd?
no la..
it's just tt i got stressed by things not even happening to me..
tt's like..
why shld i feel stressed out when the things does not concern me?
-stupid me-
but i am still stressed..
-_-"
*help*

i pressed publish post by mistake..
opps..

i helped ber play a prank on his friend a few days ago..
i wonder..
wat did ber tell his friend..
when i chatted with his friend on msn,
w/o ber arnd,
he tot i am VERY RICH..
man..
he asked if i really have 2 bunglows..
??????
and when my nick was put to swimming..
he told me..
he's imagining tt i am in a pool..
with my laptop on a float..
and i am chatting there..
-_-"
plus waitor at the side of the pool serving me..
i would like to get hold of bernard..
and ask him wat did he actually told his friend..
i was laughly quite badly when he told me all tt!
-if u are readin this, i'm sorry, but its really so funny!-
oh well,
maybe u are kidding too rite?
pls tell me i'm rite..
u ARE kidding..
*dun think i will ever find out*

lunch soon!
ask su-an my pet phrase every morn~
lols!
its...
'wat's for lunch?'
show u this from msn..

*jiawen* says:
hey..
I miss you/Blink 182 times. says:
ya?
*jiawen* says:
my regular qn again~
I miss you/Blink 182 times. says:
lol
*jiawen* says:
wat's for lunch?
I miss you/Blink 182 times. says:
wats for lunch?

thus can see the extend of her noeing my fav qn..
LOLS..

lunch's in 10 mins..
my sis's bdae is tml!
omg!
i haven bought her a present..
come to think of it..
i dunno wat she wans..
-opps-
nvm..
shall ask her tonite..

tata`
lunch~

2005-04-24T17:16:00.000+08:00

tea session

i looked like shit when i woke up yest..
yes..
literally..
slept at 3 plus.
and dragged myself up by 7 plus..
-_-"
tired~
my eyes looked swollen..
and my hair was oily..
wah~ everything sucks actualli..

luckily it all got better by aftn..
my body was working while i gave tuition..
looked alot better after tuition with alvin..
which was quite a miracle..

was going to be late..
so took a cab dwn to orchard parade hotel..
met bel and her friend, sze hui..
the talk was for all arts and ss students..
saw quite a no. of pple going for psychology..
liling, weiwei, me, bel..
ok la..
maybe not so mani..
talked to the person i/c for psycho..
she said 1500 applied..
tt's a whooping big number..
they took in 100..
50 more den the original 50..
found out tt for double major..
it doesn't mean 2 certs..
its just one cert..
plus we studied another subject..
AND..
dun need pay extra!
tt's great..
double major is available to everyone..
the buffet was great too..

after tt went to meet kor..
coz his was at grand hyatt..
and we ended at the same time..
called up tan..
coz he said want to watch movie..
so we headed dwn sun plaza..
caught sahara..
nothing super interesting bout the show..
but not bad..
mabbe i was just tired..
had dinner b4 going hm..

had an alrite day i guess..
but din get to meet dear..
:'(
and wun be able to meet him till later tonite..
just b4 he book in..
family dinner for both me and him..
seperate dinner of course..
mine is to celebrate my sis bdae..
his is just a regular dinner..

having a sore throat now..
hope it wun get animore serious..
dun wanna catch a flu..
it will be unbearable at work..
imagine a heavy head..
and cannot sleep..
plus nothing to do..
ugh~

2005-04-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

shopping!

din go work today~
due to some unseen circumstances..

woke up and went meet sue annie for lunch..
she permed her hair!
hahas..
almost din recognise her..
mature new sue anne..
hehe..
caught up with her from the time since we last met..
we ate kfc, and sat at the same place we sat the last time..
lols..
chatted bout uni..
bout school..

den left her to meet my sis..
coz her lunch was onli an hr..
and i was SUPPOSED to meet her at 3.30..
but she left home at 3.20..
think lateness runs in my family's genes..
-_-"
so i went popular to look at the books..
when i finally found an interesting book,
my sis arrived..
duh~
hahas..
went far east..
main purpose was to get her bikini..
but along with her bikini...
i bought a bag..
and 2 tops..
hehe..
i like the bag..
it's huge!
and the 2 tops are nice too~
both black..

after tt went back orchard mrt..
and met mich..
and we went to meet sue anne..
for dinner..
>.<
i was so full~
ate a chicken crossiant at deli...
even now,
i am VERY FULL~

rushed dwn to northpt to meet dear..
and is now @ home..

read meimei's blog..
din realise NTU interviewer could be so mean..
so wat if pple's gp and SAT verbal not good?
cannot judge pple this way de mah~
results are onli a part of pple..
it's impt..
but definitely not THAT impt..
to meimei..
dun be demoralised!
prove them wrong~ :)

getting a lil sians now..
tml is gg for the tea party with bel..
it's at orchard parade hotel..
so ~~wulu~~..
or issit tt i am frog in a well?
dunno~
kor's is at grand hyatt..
maybe meeting up for movie after the tea session~

congrats kor for getting into aerospace~
congrats sx for getting into accountancy~
and everyone else who got wat they wanted..
for those still waiting,
i am sure there will be news soon!
so dun give up hope.. :)

esp dear..
i have confidence u can do it!

2005-04-21T09:54:00.000+08:00

on the verge

of tears?
i was, but not now..

instead..
i am now on the verge of falling sick..

knew tt it wld get to me sooner or later..
pple in the office are taking turns..
-bleah-
i hate being sick..
gonna get a panadol once i get hm..
b4 it blows up into a full fledge flu..

too mani commitments..
too mani responsibilities..
i cannot fall sick..
*help*

2005-04-20T14:05:00.000+08:00

yakult

the reason i put this title..
is coz...
yes..
you guessed it..
i am drinking yakult at this very moment..
and i am drinking the red capped one..
hahas..
i am so into yakult nowadays..
it's healthy..
so i guess its alrite..

had kfc for lunch..
with su-an..
and sophie..
*new name*
hahas..
ok.. sophie is the new temp..
she took over guihui's position~
we walked all the way to fu nan...
ok la..
it wasn't tt far actually..
but it will be back to the pantry tml..
lazy mahs.
LOLS..

shuxin~
i like ur new blogskin!
hehe..
did u find it in blogskins.com?
do update often kaeS?
promise i will always read..
xP

did a bit of reading up on NTU..
on the halls..
the rooms cost 160 per month..
with so mani micellaneous fees..
*bleahs*
no meals provided for NTU..
unlike NUS,
where meals is a MUST to pay for..
and freshmans dun get to choose our halls!
horrors..
but a small relief..
we get to choose our room-mates..
*beams*
but this of course leads me to another problem..
who can be my room mate?
-volunteers anione?-
same gender only..
LOLS..
of course..

i was telling all these to my mom..
when i started ranting..
put fridge, aircon, tv, all must pay extra!
so ex.. :'(
den i asked if i could have a fridge..
my mom was like, can~
me: huh? -_-" so easy convince u?
ok.. the last part i din say out..
turns out tt my ah san jie jie..
my cousin..
she studied in NTU accountancy..
graduated with first class honours..
i think~
she's my role model.. ^-^
she had tv n fridge in her room~
hahas.
me: so can i have a tv?
mom: 14 inch one, i go find for u..
me: first hand ar? so waste money!
mom: aiya.. 2nd hand la.. sure got way to find one..
me: oo.. dun find me those 2nd hand de, den actually colour tv become black and white de hor..
mom: -_-"
hahas~
okie...
so i will have a fridge and a tv in my room..
ask u guys again..
who wanna be my room-mate??
hahas..
k.. chill..
i am kidding~
i not saying ur shld be my room mate just coz of the things i put inside..
*-*
do i seem like this kind of person???
*QUICK, SAY NO!*
oh man..
i am getting a lil stupid here..
oh yes..
i also remembered..
the room hors..
comes with the bed and mattress..
but no bed linin, no pillow, no bolster..
same goes for NUS..
and must hang names on the door~
plus cannot put poster or anithing at all on the walls, windows..
*not homely at all >.<*
and theres a whole lot of rules and regulations to follow~
okok..
i noe..
i am like crapping~
hahas..

basically, for NTU, go this website..
http://www.ntu.edu.sg/SAO/Accommodation/
for NUS, go this website..
http://www.nus.edu.sg/osa/housing/hall.htm

should be able to clear up some questions..
btw, sorry for those not interested in staying in halls..
but u had to read thru these craps..
hehe..
but i found them quite interesting la..

i also found out some GPA things..
to get first class honours,
the avg GPA must be 4.5 to 5.0..
the highest is 5.0 = A+
means also..
need to get a minimun average of As to get it..
woh~

do i seem like someone who can't wait to go back to sch?
well..
actualli yes..
but after doing these research,
i feel pretty freaked out..
like..
how am i going to be THAT independent?
no home cooked food for 5 days a week leh~
and my mom dun even cook on weekends..
p/s: my mom wanted me to bring a rice cooker along..
hahas..

i am afraid of uni life...
and on top of everything..
no matter i get into NUS or NTU,
who can help me transport all my things into the hall?
-OPPS-

btw, i have finished my yakult..
time: 1511

2005-04-19T09:41:00.000+08:00

work is boring

ok.. need not elaborate any further..
ms angie is in one of her moods today~
caused by me?
who?
innocent me?
lols..
no la.. i dunno~
must be careful with the things i say n do..

my mom is being so good to my sis..
so good tt i am almost ~~jealous~~.. O_o
shit..
i shouldn't and musn't be..
but sigh..
sometimes.
how i wish i am the younger child..
heys..
my mom is giving my sis 20 bucks per A she gets..
i wonder.
but i noe she'll nv agree..
tt if i dig out my sec 3 and 4 reports.
will she gimme the 20 bucks as well?
LOLS..
per A..
man..
maybe i am bhb..
but she will be broke for the month~

maybe..
maybe.....
how bout onli my prelim n O level cert?
hahas
okok..
i shall give up the idea..

but seriously...
i think this is a good way to motivate my sis..
hor pig-muis?
u must jiayou kaes?
see mommy n me treat u so good..
energy concert here, rewards there...
LOLS..

my hp memory is full..
borrowing the hp cable from su-an tml~
gonna transfer all the pics to my com..
and post them on my blog!
yes.
here..
but not all the photos la..

pple when u open my hp now,
dun be scared..
coz i just change my display pic to me and kiat~
and the pic is quite big..
-at least to me-
hahas..

i am kinda afraid of my figure blowing out of proportion again~
boos..
always say wanna exercise..
but once i reach hm..
i lose the motivation~
always wanna swim..
but cannot find da time~
EXCUSES.
for my own laziness..

well..
wat can i say?
pig is one of my favourite animal afterall..
-oink oink-

2005-04-18T11:08:00.000+08:00

lunching alone

wat i wanna blog bout got nothing to do with the title..
opps..
was trying to help kianwei change his interview date..
but the cust svc officer asked me to email instead..
hope the red tape is not so bad..
forgot to ask for more info from kianwei~
e.g i/c no., wat he applied for, where etc..
shall ask tonite..
*hope ur nite training dun end too late*
hahas~

oh~ almost signed up for relief teaching..
just realised the period of time i am unemployed..
will be the school hols..
LOLS..
how blur can i get?
duh...

i got a very happy news!!!
my letter of acceptance from NTU came..
i opened my mailbox yest nite..
and i tot its to inform me for interview..
but...
it just states tt i am accepted into psychology!!!
yeah!
hehe..
so happy~
*relief*
my fear yesterday was not needed..

sent dear back to camp after tuition..
met him at 10 at khatib mrt..
ate mac at yew tee..
-fats-
glad tt i can meet him so often nowadays..
at last during da weekends..
he's not even guaranteed a book out on tues n thurs..
*boos*
hope to see him soon~
lols..
already missing him..

my sis's bdae is in 10 days time!
my present to her..
tix to energy goodbye concert..
9 july..
hopefully can get the tix priced at 109..
my god..
tt's ex..
i got to pay double..
-cheers to energy!-

oh yes..
i finished the puzzle in his room!
but there's a piece missing.. :'(
dunno y..
he has already been v careful..
even told his maid not to vacuum, sweep arnd the area...
but still lost..
*sigh*
but - i finished the puzzle!!!
hahas~
-claps-

think this ending also v awkward ar..
hope me and my sis can get to go energy's concert!

time: 1543

2005-04-17T18:55:00.000+08:00

sunday~

i slept like a pig~
till god noes wat time..
i am gonna give tuition in less den 5 mins time..
i am bored..
i wan to be at dinner with dear n family now..
i wan to see venus..
i am scared..

how come everyone got their interview date and time le?
wat happened to me?
wheres my interview?
help~
i am scared...

2005-04-16T15:09:00.000+08:00

some photos..

today, i am going to show u guys smthing v shocking..
indeed, it IS shocking..
please be prepared before looking at the photos..
dun scream out loud..
find someone to accompany u if u like..
and so.....

*pls take note tt the author will not be held responsible for aftershock of anykind*

i am going to reveal it v soon~

i promise.. soon~

ok.. here goes...

tt's my com screen with msn..

erms.. not scareD?
paiseh la..
i find it quite scary..
esp since i am going to clean this up soon~
looks like a pig sty rite?
*-*
-oink oink-
my blog address dun put for nothing de, kaeS?

i am worried bout how to clear up this pigsty of mine..
well.. at least its not ~~smelly~~~
btw, there are more pictures..

this is just on top of my table~

still got more..

my mom stripped my bed bare..

and tt's why this chairful of things exist..

and this is the overall view of my ~~messy~~ room..

*shudders*

i wonder how long i will take to finish packing up..
and i haven opened up my drawers yet..
-dun wan to think bout it-

well.. at least my cupboard's neat..

and i have a view of the external scenary...

ok! i can do it!
shall set to work now~
tata!

wish me luck!

2005-04-14T10:57:00.000+08:00

untitled

basically i dunno wat title to put..
have i mentioned b4 tt i am working till june?
i am lucky coz tracy actualli gave me a choice..
she asked me when i wanna work till..
*blur*
but the thing i just remembered is..
i am ending my job which coincides with my sis hols..
so i will be slacking with her during her june hols..
lols~
which also means she will wan me to bring her out..
and also leads to me treating her..
and thus me being broke..
-just kidding meiz-
i am really looking forward to slacking with u..
*yes i am.. dun look at me like tt*
LOLS

i realised i'm a lil stubborn..
i wan to stay in the hostel during uni..
means i must stay in the hostel..
there's no pt of going uni and not being able to participate..
i dun wan my uni life to be study n go hm..
moreover the travelling time is so long..
its the same reason as i join council..
i dun wan to go sch, study, go hm and the routine repeats..
i wan things to happen in my life..
council is full of events, friends, etc..
*miss those days*
long time nv see vineson, bren, sue ann, and mani more..
i wanna see vineson botak lehs~
but i think he no longer botak le.. :(
ok.. back to hostel..
aiyo..
even if it means study and work at the same time,
i still wan to stay in the hostel..
but actualli y am i saying so much?
my mom already agreed to let me stay..
lols~

is there ani computer experts arnd?
laptop experts to be exact..
i wan something small n light..
for normal usage..
which i dunno need how much hard disk space..
40 gig?
dunno wat memory space..
512 MB?
pentium 4?
centrino technology?
dunno much about them..
the design is of utmost importance..
[call me airhead if u like, but no matter wat i buy, i nv ever look at the function before the design.. if the design's good, i will consider it.. :)]
hopefully the price is b/w 1 to 2 k..

sometimes i really think i do things w/o thinking..
*shrugs*
i just wanna get out of work soon..
but i noe..
as soon as i go to studying,
i will be as eager to get out of uni..
-i think-
but i sure hope not..

currently engaged in:
temple - matthew reilly
[recommended]

2005-04-13T08:56:00.000+08:00

the pacifier

met dear for movie yesterday~
went for pizza!
so happy!!!
lols..
den we proceeded to watch the pacifier..
issit the correct spelling?
it was a funny show..
though i think the story line ain't tt great..
i like the 2 youngest children in the show..
so cute!
and there's one scene tt's v touching..
go watch n find out~ :P

kinda like min's lifestyle now..
lols..
got time den go out with jiayu n yisan~
fun!

dunno wat to blog bout..
i got no lunch companion today~
so my story book will be accompanying me thru my meal!
*nerdy wens*
LOLS..

venus was sick..
wonder how she is now..
shld be back in school..

my tots are jumping all over the place..
want to find a long weekend go overseas with dear..
but mommy cfm with chop dun allow~
sians!
with friends,
who will wan go?
*hollers*
wan go overseas anione?
go hongkong?
taiwan?
australia? [go disturb xyz, ask her provide accomodation]
lols..
ponder ponder..

fedex uncle came up unhappy..
:'(
the samples were attned to sophia,
so i sent him dwnstairs..
den mun mun called up..
its not for sophia..
its for upstairs..
*uncle unhappy coz running late*
and now i got another problem of my own..
the samples are outside the sample room..
if today got visitors come visit,
i got to find a way to get it into the sample room~
*-*"
no front door keys..
so gotta carry into the back door..
actualli was kinda irritated also..
pple nv attn properly, my fault?
dunno y i seemed trained to say sorry..
duh..

i wanna do something fun yet cheap..
something which dun require much time yet will make me v happy..
wat will it be?

time now: 1011

2005-04-12T16:58:00.000+08:00

happy!!!

ewuu..
the colour combi i selected sucks.
no wonder my art always cmi..
lols..

yeah! dear can come out from camp!!!
going for dinner and den movie..
so happy!!!
*beams*
i can eat pizza today!!!
weini, my craving for pizza will be over!
lols..
meeting him 6.30 at woodlands..
leaving work at 5.30..

my lips hurts..
ouch!
nv drink enough water.. :'(
sad..

i abit feng feng dian dian de lor..
always update blog 2 to 3 times a day~
diaos!
and i noe few pple will be reading..
lols..
even dear dun read one lor!
*bishs*
he hasen been reading since last yr b4 As.
i think..
nvm la..
since he so honest tell me he nv read..

can time pass faster?
there's still 23 mins to 5.30..
btw,
my workstation is so neat now~
not bad..
i'm amazed by my hardworkingness..
lols..

heard tt mani mani pple signed up for both NTU and NUS..
*pls let me get into psychology*
btw, i noticed.
there's big differences b/w a 18 yr old blog n a 14 yr old's..
read my sis friends blog..
they have their own spelling, grammer and vocab..
e.g you they spelt euu..
i read till my head almost splitted trying to translate..
-_-"

i am getting hungry..
lunch today was onli a hotdog bun from orange julius.
met sheena kexin and pauline..
they went back research international to return their pass..

sheena is so lucky!
provided she get the job..
christina asked me how much was her previous pay..
so i just said 6.50..
den guess wat?
chris just said, ok, i will give her this amt..
:'(
mine is only 5.50!!!!!!!
sheena owes me a treat..
dear ger,
if u get the job,
one week of lunch will be on u, kaes?
LOLS!
just kidding la..
hahas..

13 mins to go..

i am going to the wash rm..
brb..

wooh!
7 mins left..
i printed something personal on the office com..
opps..
discovered by someone..
*so unlucky*
sigh~
but nothing will happen la!
i hope..
lols..

6 mins..
gtg! letting ms angie sign the timesheet..

2005-04-12T09:17:00.001+08:00

forgotten?

i must be thinking too much..
yes..
in an attempt to lie to myself,
i am really thinking to much..
y should i not lie to myself?
i will feel better this way..

i have something to occupy myself for today..
for the pple who noe me,
the places i pass thru,
definitely look like a tornedo pass thru..
so i have a huge task ahead of me today..

my company is shifting..
and buyers are coming to have a look..
so.
i have to clean up my work space..
if horrors of horrors..
they decided they wanna renovate the office from scrap,
and its coz of the reception area.
its gonna cost 20 to 30 k.
not me.
them.
duh~
shit,
i dun even noe where to begin..
just like my table at hm..
how shld i begin?

one very great suggestion i wanna propose to myself..
stuff everything into the drawers..
where they will not open, and cannot see..
but its not gonna help much..
wat am i still doing here?!

one thing for sure is,
if i am gonna spend one morn plus aftn clearing up my work station,
i am damn sure i'd rather be hm.
cleaning up my OWN ROOM.
not an office which i am not related to.
sigh~

2005-04-11T09:05:00.000+08:00

good morning!

this the general typical msn msg i send to weini..
almost every morning, i think..
hehe..
weini, rite? :P

think my mom is gonna visit my gan die (god father) later after work..
my gan die, i call him toto papa..
dunno y i call him this..
but it was a name formulated when i was 4 yr old..
and now tt i think back..
i think its becoz he kept buying toto..
i mentioned him suddenly becoz..
he had a bike accident last fri..
broke his arm...
dunno yet if any bones broken..
when my mom told me,
my mind was searching through when will i have the time to visit him..
he's already 60+ yrs old..
from my memory of him when i was onli 4 yrs old,
he's strong and fun and everything..
but now,
shouldn't he already be retired?
fate, even if cruel, shldn't be cruel to someone so kind..
sigh..
*get well soon, toto papa..*

i hate it when time is not with me..
now only i know how precious it is..
give me more than 24 hrs a day!
i am sure i can accomplish more things..
to juggle my life better..
but it will never be..
*shrugs*
got to learn some time management!

dear..
i hope i hope i hope i hope...
tt u can book out on tues..
i wanna watch movie with u.....
*hopeful*

2005-04-08T18:58:00.000+08:00

~~shucks..~~
~~the stupid com restarted on me..~~
now i gotta retype the whole thing..
lets test my memory..
as of below..

waiting

waiting for dear now..
was supposed to meet him at bukit batok mrt..
to go his yipo hse..
but SAF will never be punctual..
he haven even book out yet..
so i am now in bukit batok mrt now~
as suggested by the title, yups..
waiting..
lols..
so u must be wondering..
y issit tt waiting can update blog?
correct?

and its becoz..

well...

k lars..

i am in the library~
lols..
think u guys guessed it long ago~
*lols*

got a great news..
this time my sis actually offered to pay for a cd..
hahas..
sly's..
all for the sake of the signature party..
go ahead dear sis..
i dun have the time to go..
lols.. ^-^
she's must be looking at sly now..
at j8..
with michelle..
take loads of photos kaeS?
but please dun lose the digicam..
lols~
oh yes..
speaking of my sis..
i promised to bring her to energy's concert..
provided she scored well for exams..
my well = all quality grades..
*ya.. my standard is high dear sis..*
coz i gotta pay ALOT~
okays.. maybe i am exaggerating..
but u must jiayou kaes? :)
think of no more chinese in JC!
lols..

haven u guys noticed?
almost all my entries now contains the word ~~BORED~~..
if not..
den it will be morning i am so happy..
afternn i will be so pissed..
MOOD SWINGS~
omg..
for the sake of my loyal readers..
[i onli noe sl and weini though]
i will try to change..
^-^ does this smile help?
seriously speaking..
i hate work..
but love the environment i am working in..
contradicting huh?
well.. sometimes i dun understand myself either..
but i can just say one thing..
my pay ~~sucks~~
i mean..
it's not as though i am choosy..
but.. 5.50 per hr???
not surprisingly..
everyone arnd me gets 6 bucks and above per hr..

can u guys sense tt this is gonna be a long entry??
coz i am so bored..
opps..
i ain't supposed to say tt word..
i got so much time to pass..
dear's not even booked out yet!!!~

i am looking out for a wallet..
where got sell nice wallet?
anyone can advice me?
not to ex either..
i am a poor girl..
extremely..

ok..
i just went to the free singtel sms svc..
and bombed kor n kianwei's hp..
lols..
i wonder wat will happen when they on their hp..
actually nothing la..
most prob they will be thinking..
which idiot is this..
hahas..

opps.. i have onli 15 mins left..
b4 i have to go top up my acct..
:'(
now even the computer is against me..
sians..

nvm..
i can always continue reading my book..
think and grow rich..
recommended..
its compiled from 507 successful pple..
how they attained their success..
go read it!

kaes..
i dun wanna blog animore..
this is getting crappy..
arrgghh......
dear.. where are u???

2005-04-07T10:44:00.000+08:00

touchy

somethings are testing my patience rite now..
and i dunno when i will give up my composure.
and blast off my top..
i cannot burst..
it's too childish..
learn to handle things like an adult..
ger.. u are no longer young..
touchy issues are taboo issues..
tt i can't reveal on this blog..
but i dun like the idea of being played arnd..
w/o caring for my feelings..
get the freak out of my life if u are intend on making me miserable.
y the hell did i try to do anithing?
serves me right..
zhi zhuo chong ming..

though my mood ain't bad now..
my zen micro 'spoilt'
and something happened when photocopying my boss's things..
is letting me have a peek..
at wat it seems to be an unlucky day for me..
PLUS.. i got to go submit timesheet later..
postponed it for 3 days le..
mon - raining heavily
tues - cashing a cheque for regina..
wed - guihui's leaving/must have lunch with her..
thurs - today, go submit timesheet le..
sians.. = no lunch..
su an told me to da bao for quick lunch..
i think i buy bread back to eat..

wenjie showed me something interesting..
http://forums.hardwarezone.com/showthread.php?t=979739
din noe so mani pple dun like zen micro..
lols..
but i still like mine alot.. :'(
going dwn to the HQ tml if really cannot solve the prob..

hungry!~ sigh..
my craving for pizza is still here..
pizza anione?

2005-04-06T10:06:00.000+08:00

breakfast

hahas..
just came back from the pantry not long ago..
had cup noodles with sue ann..
she's got an 40GB ipod with 1600 songs!
see kor..
pple got 1600 songs leh..
:P
my zen micro 4 GB onli..
at most can store 1000++ songs..
hahas..
now i onli have close to 200 songs..
well well...
it's a wonder how much u can understand a person..
even thru a single conversation..

oh yes..
back to the issue..
breakfast..
i am becoming a F-A-T ger!
FATFATPIG - literally man..
help!
later lunch going to eat nice things..
coz guihui is leaving the company..
tonite meeting sl ml weini n sheena they all!
for dinner~
omg....

as i was discussing with weini..
i keep forgetting wat i wan to talk bout..
when i look at the new post page in blogger..
hahas..

but i suddenly remembered..
many people..
not of our age..
most have graduated from uni..
working adults..
have been telling me tt psychology is boring..
but there are those who told me tt it is very interesting..
one told me its alot of memory work..
one told me its alot of reading up..
another told me v few career opportunities..
*phengs*
tian ar..

advices n opinions are free..
i can choose which one i wan to listen to..
and i follow my heart..
u will never noe until u try it for urself..
true?
so......
psychology rocks!
:P

but now the most impt thing is..
*cross my fingers hope i can get in*
only 50 places ar...

oh yes.. happy birthday to jonathon..

2005-04-05T15:56:00.000+08:00

better~

after lunch..
felt much better after chatting with sue ann and guihui..
hahas..
talked bout learning driving..
talked bout buying cars on our own..
talked bout hp playing mtvs..
lols..
sue ann's complexion is flawless!
so nice....
and guess wat?
she only washes it with water..
and she seldom has outbreaks!
*envious*
hahas..
think i am experiencing mood swings..
this morning so sians..
now feeling alot better.. :P

2005-04-05T09:59:00.000+08:00

down..

yups.. tt's wat i am feeling..
sigh..
but i dunno y also lehs~
tt's the strange part..
i got a job..
i got a stable income so far..
i got colleagues i can hang out with..
i got a good bf..
i got supportive parents..
i got reasonable grades..
i am quite convinced tt i can enter the uni..
[unless something comes up]
maybe the onli thing i lack is..
time..

2005-04-04T14:10:00.000+08:00

lunch..

had lunch with my colleague just now..
he's a korean..
quite an awkward lunch..
he treated me to the soup spoon..
had clam chowder soup and tuna mayo sandwich..
man..
i am growing horizontally..
shouldn't be this case!!
helped him once or twice..
so he wanted to treat me..
feel quite bad..
like spending his money like tt..
tried to push away this lunch appt..
but i think it's quite difficult to also~
learnt a little bout korean culture and tradition from him..
the lunch wasn't as bad as expected..
he lives in seoul..
must be hard to leave everyone behind to work in s'pore..

i'm supposed to go cash a cheque at suntec!
but the bank closes at 3.30..
it's 3.15 now..
and its pouring outside..
i really dun wanna go out de..
i dun like to be drenched in the rain or anithing..
and my jeans was already sickeningly wet after lunch..
but i dun have any choice..
it seems like the more i resisted going out in the rain,
the more i am made to go out in the rain..
why is the rain coming dwn??
this is so sickening~
i wonder if i can cash the cheque tml..
*sigh*
and dear's kbox vip card is left at suntec..
gotta help him retrieve it..
tml, pls, tml..
and make sure tml isn't raining..
i love raining days onli when i am at hm..
i hate raining days when i am out!

meanwhile..
i have things to do..
tasks given by dear..
hehe..
coz i am too free at work sometimes..
hao ba..
so i am off to do those things now..

going to pretend tt i forgot bout the cheques..
*but i think i am gg to be ticked off*
and i will be pissed..
well..
take one step at a time..
who will send an employee out into the pouring rain?
when its not urgent at all?
duh.. guess i will nv know..

2005-04-04T10:22:00.000+08:00

routine

its only been 2 months..
and i am ~~sick~~ of work..
can't wait to go back to school..
can't really expect how i would feel..
when i really enter society after graduation..
every week is the same..
~~work work n more work~~~

i miss venus..
though i just saw her yesterday..
watching a baby grow into a toddler..
is pretty amazing..
but she dun seem to recognise me animore..
*sads*
today's her first day in sch..
she's onli 1 n a half yrs old..
and super clingy to her parents..
wonder how is she now..
she's just so super duper cute!
like a princess being served by so mani of us..
lols..
i miss her i miss her i miss her..
hope to see her soon..

i miss watching movies..
with dear.. and with my friends..
when's my last movie?
not too long ago huh..
just the one after getting results..
tt's the latest tt i remembered..
*sads*
but tt's onli one mth ago lehs..
onli conclusion..
-jiawen is super ~~pampered~~-

i miss my friends..
when's the last time i sat dwn and had a heart to heart talk with my close friends?
-long long long long ago-
*crys*

i miss mugging..
i wanna find all my mugging partners..
and mug again!
but duh..
there's nothing to mug for..

i miss my family..
i got no time for them animore..
:(
got to create more time for my family..

i miss gaigai-ing..
i earned money..
but no where to spend it on..
nono.. i spent it on gadgets..
but..
there's really no pt of working so hard..
when i am just gonna leave the money in my bank..
true?

i miss kboxing..
ok.. i just went last fri..
but with diff grps of friends,
kboxing is kind of different u noe?
sl, ml, dan goh!! when's our next kbox??

i miss my niece n nephews..
yang yang, ben ben, shawn shawn, celest, owen..
can onli see them once in a while..
and its a v looong once in a while..
i just saw them on good fri..
and i am missing them already..
*goodness*

i miss chatting on the phone..
i miss bowling..
i miss playing pool with dear..
i miss going to the arcade with dear..
i miss all the carefree times i used to have..
i miss the old innocent me..
i wan them all back..

y am i working so hard for?
*shrugs*
although the future is misty..
i am sure i can find my dirxn..

*we dun do something for nothing.. and we dun do nothing for something*

2005-03-31T09:55:00.000+08:00

i discovered not long ago tt, my friend, alvin ong, has the same name and surname as my cousin alvin ong, and lives onli one storey below my aunt's hse.. hmm.. since when is singapore exactly so SMALL? oh btw, they know each other~ coz my friend was wearing my cousin's clothes when we met up.. due to some clearing of cloths action which my aunt did not long back~ wat a small world...

2005-03-30T10:00:00.000+08:00

Libra - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type"... successfully!
oh realli? erms.. okays.. hahas.. first time i learnt bout tt..
You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out.
well.. kind of.. more of burying the things n starting anew..
but its kind of hurtful to the relationship though..
You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person.
yups.. tt's true.. *objections anione?* no hors?

Your negative traits:

You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it.
erms.. realli?
You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date...
movies yes~ dinner nops.. i am such a pig!
You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself.
tt's not true, but i guess i got to experience it for myself..

Your ideal partner:

A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to.
hmm.. yes~
Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner.
nah.. i dun even noe how to appreciate wine!
Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense.
wat's most impt is tt we can click well~

Your dating style:

Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars.
definitely!

Your seduction style:

Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own.
Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough.
Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love.
hmm.. let me digest tt..

Tips for the future:

Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes.
Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so.
Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did.
lols.. does tt mean every libra got to break up with their bf/gf now?

2005-03-29T09:53:00.000+08:00

sians

woke up this morning with one side of my hair sticking out!
now i have to keep tucking it behind my ear..
lols..
U-G-L-Y!
tt's my hair.. NOT ME..
i'm P-R-E-T-T-Y..
lols..
like real..
think i am going mad..
hahas..
mani pple not updating blogs..
and i am v bored..
hey..
tt rhymes..
[can see the extent to which i am bored?]

life is full of ups and downs..
i think i am somewhere in the middle now..
not too up.. and not too down..
haven been to the downest part b4..
hope i dun ever get there..
haven been to the upest part b4 2..
hope i will get there soon..
and never get down..
lols..
[i'm crapping.. yes.. i am.. I AM!]

oh well.. watever..
i dunno i am happy or sad..
life's just so complicated..
just glad tt i have friends with common goals..
who will fight till the end with me!

2005-03-28T15:24:00.000+08:00

omg..

i'm bored.. bored to tears..

2005-03-28T10:37:00.000+08:00

refreshed!

hahas.. had a full day of tuition on sat..
morn plus afternn..
den met up with kor in the evening..
considered quite a bz day i guess..
initially wanted to take a nap after morn tuition..
a pig i am indeed..
but no time ar..
but i made up to tt by sleeping v long..
till sun afternn.. :P
sun..
which is yesterday..
had an ok day i guess..
just tt i had 'dinner'..
after 12 midnight..
well extreme huh?
i guess..

ms angie seems gloomy today..
perhaps is coz of me..
well.. i can't do anithing to change tt fact..
so i will react as per normal..
at most kanna scolded lor..
well..
this is working life mahs..
nothing i can do except say sorry..
looking forward to lunch!
coz i am h-u-n-g-r-y!!!
wahahas..

2005-03-26T17:41:00.000+08:00

family outing~

went to changi beach yesterday!
once i stepped down bus 89..
me, my cousin michelle and my sis saw my aunt n nephew..
somewhere in front..
and the breeze was so strong!
i guess we can call tt wind huh?
tt i totally felt so free..
so happy..
its been a long time since i went to the beach!
felt so cooped up ever since i worked..
its the office everyday..
played with my nephews and nieces..
shawn shawn, yang yang, celest..
ben ben slept till it was time to go hm..
*sads*
so when he woke up,
he got the blur blur look on his face..
hahas..
the beach was full of tents..
and i flew a kite!
wow!!!
reminds me i dun have much of a tong nian..
sat on the beach..
and played with the children..
hehe..
and i carried yang yang and placed him on my lap..
and my entire thigh and leg was dirtied with sand..
lols..
at least its not mud..
he's so cute!
after tt me alvin mic sis eileen, alvin's gf minyi and aunt n uncle..
we went to safra yishun to bowl..
yeah!
but my bowling skill became so lousy liaos..
boohoo..
hahas..
ended off the day with a game of pool with my sis..
believe it or not..
i lost..
duh..
hahas
it was a totally cool day!
hope tt there's more family outing of such and i can make it!

2005-03-24T12:09:00.000+08:00

i have a sudden craving for pizza..
i dunno y..
my initial mood was gone..
i feel sick..
no appetite..
kaes...
decided..
no lunch for today..
pizza sometimes next week..

2005-03-24T11:02:00.000+08:00

tired..

haven been getting enough rest since last thurs..
i guess onli the ones closest to me..
or the ones who are as busy as me..
knows wat i am up to lately..
leading to the superb lack of sleep..
ok.. i admit..
i am one big lazy pig..
nothing less den 8 to 12 hrs will satisfy me..
of course 12 hrs of sleep 2 times a mth will do..
can u believe tt i actualli slept with my hair wet last nite?
phew.. luckily my mom din wake up in the middle of the nite..
else she'd have dragged me up..
and make me blow dry my hair..

i just received a shocking news..
and i am so angry now..
dear did a proposal for whatever to start up a cafe last yr..
and the whoever rejected it due to lack of funds..
guess wat?
a cafe has been set up in whatever this yr..
reported by dear's friend who went back..
and the entire cafe was the exact same idea as dears!
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
onli change the menu..
where the hell can u find such a FREAKING whoever
take pple's proposal and use it as her own.
stupid whoever.
and the worse thing is..
dear spent a lot of time and effort on the cafe proposal!
and he could have the fund to start it last yr!!!argh!!
if onli he would use his dad's money..
IF ONLY.. well.. wouldn't advice him to do tt..
coz to be successful, got to start out from scratch..
and dun wan to kao parents also..
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so FREAKING ANGRY.
BITCH.
sigh..
to think tt dear's take it so lightly..
i feel angry for him lo..
stupid whoever, watever..
ok.. i have vented my anger..
if dear's not angry, i shldn't be either..

ok.. i have calmed dwn..
with a determination to achieve my goal..
just chatted with dear..
this is the real world.. i got to face facts..
this is the way people outside operates..
goodness.. where's pple's moral values..
i seriously dunno..
btw, if u guys wan to find out who's the whoever and watever,
just sms me..
and spread it out..
make sure their reputation is ruined.
*no la.. i not so bad* =P

back to the 1st para..
why am i working so hard for?
i must constantly remind myself tt it's for my own future..
MY FUTURE. MY PARENT'S FUTURE.
guojiawen. u cannot dao xia lai.
yi ding yao jian chi xia qu!

2005-03-23T09:45:00.000+08:00

stuck..

feelings n emotions stuck within me..
waiting to unleash..
but i can't seem to find the way to do it..
i got plenty to say..
plenty to shout..
but i can't seem to find the way..
hell no.. anyway at all..
to do it..
i wan the whole world to hear me..
i wan the whole world to give me a chance..
ok.. hold on..
maybe not the whole world..
only those of my closest friends..
i wan them to listen..
listen carefully..
to wat my heart has to say..
wat my mouth can't say out..
pple will say i am selfish..
i am conceited..
i am naive..
i am heading in the wrong direction..
which they dun wan to join me in..
maybe i am muddleheaded...
maybe i can't see the light as my friends do..
but it could be vice versa..
isn't it?
in my eyes..
they cannot see the light i am shining for them..
in their eyes..
they dun see the need for the light at all..
maybe they just need to be enlightened..
maybe i just need to be enlightened..
i dun noe which is which..
i only noe we are heading in different dirxns..
well.. i shld be happy..
opposites attracts anyway..
but y am i not?
i am lost..
lost in my own world..
this wasn't meant to sound like a poem..
but it sounds like one..
does it?
or it doesn't?
dun matter to me..
i have plenty to say..
i stress on this..
but i cannot find anyone who understand..
to say it to..
isn't tt sad?
i suppose so..
i am ending off here...
do u guys noe wat i wan to say?
maybe u do..
maybe u dun..
it's alrite..
i am alrite..
i will heal..
time heals all wounds anyway..
bye..

2005-03-22T09:57:00.000+08:00

totally bored..

watched brave heart last nite..
nice show..
wallace. the main character..
he's one person all of us ought to become..
his courage to believe..
his courage to endure..
his courage to fight..
and its a true story..
even till the very end..
when he was ruthlessly tortured in public..
*shan't go into details*
and when he was beheaded..
he stuck to his belief.. his goal..
and he inspired many of his times..
and they fought for the freedom of their hmland..
finally independant..
wallace must be so happy. wherever he is..

i love one sentence from the movie..
'everyone dies. but not everyone really lives.'
i believe its self explanatory..

another meaningful phrase..
'stay and u will die. run and u will survive.'
tt's b4 the war starts..
wallace said.
'yes. run and u will survive. but when u are old. and when u are dying. u will wish for the chance to fight a war. but u can never turn back time..'
i say..
'we will only get to live once.. we can run away from reality now.. but who is to say we will not regret in the future? and if we stay, the price is not dying.. we are only in a war of our mind.. to have the determination to succeed.. we got to fight.. for everything tt we want.. remember.. we only live once.. never again can we turn back time..'

u say..
'karboon why suddenly say all these things? so unlike her..'

me say..
'inspired by the movie..'

ok.. back to the old me..
lols..
pig-muis!
i like ur blogskin ar!!!
so cute!!!
btw, my mp3 player officially handover to u liaos..
must treat it with care ar!

2005-03-21T10:39:00.000+08:00

panda jiawen

ever since the interview on tues..
i haven been sleeping early..
uni applications..
took up my nite..
feel so tired now tt i am numb~
seriously dunno why i am tired till so awake now..
took leave on fri..
specially for creative warehse sales..
went with tan and obk..
saw mrs soon there.. hehe..
she was there to buy a MP3 player for her daughter..
so qiao..
and wats more qiao is..
her daughter is also from amkss..
from sec 3/4....
my sister's class!
hahas..
i wanna thank mrs soon and tan..
for the rebate i got..
hehe..
so excited bout zen micro lors..
i wanted it in silver..
but i din check there..
in the end they see wrongly gave me white..
but nvm..
i wanted white/silver aniway..
lols..
went obk hse play mahjong after tt..
3 person mahjong..
followed by gg hm..
and rushing dwn to office for briefing for PSC..
and the next day is PSC..
5 days of sleeping late and waking up early..
with yesterday's extreme..
sleeping at 3.. and wakin at 7 today..
for work..
i noe la..
it's chicken to most pple..
but i am so easily tired out nowadays..
i dunno y..
i have my targets to achieve..
no matter hw tired..
every action of mine is linked to my future..
uni application, my jobs...
after the course..
i feel different..
dunno y.. just different..

I CAN BE THE 1% IN THE WORLD. JIAYOU!

2005-03-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

finally got my zen micro!
but gotta sleep early le..
will blog in detail on mon?
or maybe sun nite..
bb to the present me...

2005-03-16T08:57:00.000+08:00

i'm BORED

no one responded to my invitation for lunch..
*sobs*
maybe no one saw it... lols..
i'm hungry now too.. :(
this is dumb..
but i know this can occupy me for at least an hr..
so.. here goes..

Name: kwok kar boon
School: was from nbps, amkss n ajc
Location: now? stamford road.. home? khatib..
E-mail: guojiawen@hotmail.com
Hair: brown with copper red highlights
Height: 163 [pretty short!]
Brothers/Sisters: a younger sis
Who lives with me: my daddy, mommy and sister
When is your bedtime: depends on whether i am working..
if working.. den is 11 plus..
if not.. anytime provided i dun fall sick..

*-------------HAVE I---------------*
Ever been so drunk you blacked out: the no. of times i drank can use 5 fingers to count..
wat do u guys think? lols
Have U Tried Smoking? : never.. but i wanna try one puff..
one of these days perhaps.. hehes
Put a body part on fire for amusement: tt's really dumb..
Been hurt emotionally : yes.. definitely..
Kept a secret from everyone: yupx..
Had an imaginary friend: when i was vvv young.. ya.. hahas
Ever wanted to hook up with a friend: hooked up as in? meet up? yes..
Cried during a Movie: yups.. definitely..
i am so emotional.. my mom's genes.. lols..
thought an animated character was hot? hot as in? i always tot liu chuan feng from slamdunk is cool.. hehe..
Been on stage: yups.. receive prizes etc mahs..
Cut your hair: i just did! and highlighted as well! hahas

*-----------------FAVOURITES------------------*
Shampoo: not much preference.. using dove and wella now..
Soap: campbell? nono.. my mom's potato and carrot soup.. her bat kut teh.. yum yum..
Colour: pure white, light pink, bright colours..
Day/Night: depends on my mood.. happy = day.. sad = wanna cry alone at nite..
Lace or satin: satin... well.. actualli i dun like both at the moment..
Fave cartoon Character: eh.. 7 drawfs? chipsmunk.. lols..
Fave ad: hmm.. ad need to have preference one ar? the lasting impression..
is the Mc's baby.. swing up and down..
cry when cannot see the McDonald sign.. and smile when he sees..
cute!!! think venus can go be in tt ad.. lols..
Fave Movies: no lasting impressions leh... taxi is a nice show` deep blue sea.. sound of music..
Fave Ice Cream: i dunno.. this is getting bad.. i dun have so mani favourite things..
i just dun like certain flavours..
Fave Subject: nah.. dun like any.. i like psychology though~
Fave Drink: enough le or not!!!! crysanthemum tea.. @ least this one got answer..
Fave Person to talk to online: no one in particular la..
unless the person can talk to me for ages..

*-----------------RIGHT NOW------------------*
Wearing: red spags from dunno where.. and short skirt from genting..
Hair style: short fringe, side parting, hair is not too long, neither is it too short..
Drinking: prolife water? lols..
Thinking bout: wat's for lunch!
Listening to: silence? office is v quiet..
Cried: yups.. but not right now.. duh..
Worn jeans: hahas.. just yesterday..
Met someone new: yups.. also yesterday.. gabriel.. :)
Cleaned your room: its forever in a chaotic state.. no matter how many times i clean it..
Done laundry: tried? but not sucessful..
Drove a car: how does bumper car sound?

*---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------*
Yourself: yes.. its the ultimate route to success..
if i dun even believe in myself, who would?
Santa Claus: is tt my daddy?
ToothFairy: please.. no.. lols..
i found out about toothfairy when i am too old to believe in it..
but i will make my child believe in it though..
hehes
Fate: yups..
Angels: not really lehs..
Love: yes.. of course! else life would be so plain..
Ghosts: quite ar.. me v easily freaked out..
UFO: nops

*----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------*
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? yups.. plenty..
friends who are girls and boys mah..
Like anyone: yups.. i like all my nephews and nieces.. and of coz venus!
Who have u known the longest of your friends: denise.. hehe..
Who's the shyest: hmm.. celest..
Who's the weirdest: fuzzy?
Who do you cry to?: depends on situation..
siling, kor, dear, my sister..
they have all seen/heard me cry b4..
well.. not everyone have the privilege though..
lols..
When you cried the most: after arguement with dear..
Worst Feeling: missing somebody..
Last words: so am i really so bo liaos?
guess i am.. hahas..

i took like 2++ hours for this?
half way thru got to do my job of course.. hahas..

2005-03-15T09:00:00.000+08:00

INVITATION

miss kwok kar boon aka jiawen
hereby invites
*____________
to lunch on *___________
from 12p.m to 1p.m

Location:
61 Stamford Road
#04-05 Stamford Court
Singapore (178892)

Please reply via a phone call:
DID: 63380709

*This is to be filled in by anyone. As long as I know you.
*This is a daily invitation from Mon to Fri as long as I am working

hope to see you around~

2005-03-15T08:59:00.001+08:00

bo liaos..

the invitation is just for fun..
but u guys can treat it seriously..
i dun mind..
sheena kexin and pauline no longer works regularly..
sigh..
and as of 1st April, adeline da jie and guihui will be leaving the company..

actually tot i was so lucky..
can avoid eating lunch alone and everything..
think when they leave,
i will lunch in @ the office pantry liaos..
with a story book to read..
lols..
perfect..
nono.. i am not being sacarstic here..
it's really perfect..

i always love reading..
thanx to de.. :)
from pri sch i have been a bookworm..
can read book at anytime, anywhere..
even when eating..
my mom always scold me for doing tt..
dear too..
but i still do tt..
lols..
often argue tt..
when we go out to work also must multi-task..
might as well do it now..

this will be a loooooong week..
not going tioman..
mom found out i am the only ger..
thanks to dear karluoz..
my sis lars..
and my boss said she will be vvv bz..
no time to look for other recept..
asked me find my friends..
in the end..
i just say i cancel my leave..
since no longer have any program on..
sians..
was looking forward to a 5 day weekend..
now..
i still have 3 and a 1/2 days to work..
guihui not working today..
gotta cash a cheque later..
tonite got interview..
packed..
*faints*

p/s: happy anniversary dear.. 5121314..

2005-03-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

sorry

dunno any other words which i can say..
*guilty*
wat can i do?

2005-03-14T13:38:00.000+08:00

changes

thanks kor again for helping sis check out the courses in ntu..
realised tt for NTU..
psychology is a 4 yrs direct honours programme..
unlike NUS..
and i am at a dilemma now..
interest or career?
most prob i will choose psychology as a major..
but i am taking a risk here..
intake for psychology this yr is onli 50 students in NTU..
maybe wun get in..
depends..
*damn*
i was so getting into the spirit of banking n finance..
when i found out psychology is available to me again..
so its either major in psychology, minor in business..
or vice versa..
how?
eventualli..
i guess...
i will decide when i come back from tioman..

it's kind of funny really..
i was really insistant on not wanting to go into NTU..
die die also wan NUS..
now?
NUS...
suan le..
dun have the courses i wan at all!
but will still register for it though..

finally made up my mind on the tioman trip..
gave the answer to tan..
i'm going...
i seldom have the chance to go overseas..
and i wan to have fun at the beach..
since i have ald taken leave..
lols..

2005-03-14T00:51:00.000+08:00

ah gong bdae..

it's always amazing tt i get a headache when there's a family gathering in my amk ah gong hse..
dunno y also..
maybe the room is too small..
the people are too loud..
it sounds like a disco inside..
just tt its voices, not music..
*shrugs*
maybe tt's y..
i have a new baby nephew..
barely 2 months old..
looking at my cousin taking care of him..
well..
wat can i say?
parents always treat their baby the best..
:)
they are so cute together..
esp since the baby keeps crying..
and my cousin keeps consoling it..
hehe..
makes me feel older by the second..
so mani pple calling me gugu and ahyi..

my nephews and nieces and venus are all so cute!!!
lols..

2005-03-13T17:39:00.000+08:00

NUS openhouse

was late..
i'm so sorry..
went over with yt, charles, tan, kw n obk..
met mani pple there..
like sx, sq, jacintha, leena, weini, meng, suwen, bel, ganison, uncle..
and more..
mani mani pple was there..
hahas..
realised....
for psychology..
i got to study general arts n social science for e 1st yr..
and depending on my grades, choose a major..
i have been a science student since sec 3..
how can i survive the 1st yr..
i can nv imagine..
so... i decided not to take the risk..
in the end..
it's still to the business school..
i am just too picky..
it concerns my future..
guess everyone has the right to be picky..
my final decision.. [unless smthing crops up]
NUS: business sch [feel like taking up the biz admin + law double degree]
but i doubt i can get it..
NTU: business sch [banking n finance]

went marina sq for dinner with dear n family..
finally saw my cutie venus baby~
she's still so cute~!
b4 going there,
went into a shop in city link..
bought a new top..
@ half the price..
wat a bargain.. lols..
dinner was alrite...
asked paulynn jie and dear's bro bout the economy outside now..
asking which course to pursue..
noe tt banking is a tough career..
long hrs etc..
talked bout insurance..
paulynn jie's working in AIA..
but not as an insurance agent..
we onli need to be an O levels students to become an agent..
and it's good money.. [if we noe how to handle clients]
and we need to find a company to work in..
plus take a course.. [which some compani will help absorb the cost]
and tada`
out comes an insurance agent..
was kind of interested..
coz who noes wat will happen in the future?
i will take anithing thrown in my dirxn now..
not tt i am desperate..
i just wan to feel secured..
tt i have something to fall back on..
which is why i am taking up so mani things now..

as the saying goes..
if u try, there's a glimmer of hope..
if u dun, there's nothing @ all..

but to take the course,
we have to be 21 yrs and above..
which leads me to the qn..
y O level graduate, but 21 yrs and above?
well..
paulynn jie is puzzled as well..
lols..

gotta go bath now..
ah gong's bdae..
need to go his hse..
btw, happy bdae meilan~
wish u a vvvv happy day..
and may all ur wishes come true.. :)

2005-03-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

finally

my hp has finished charging..
so tired now..
finished work at 4.30..
den went IT fair with charles n sis..
y charles?
cos online he mentioned he going to apply for maxonline..
and since i am also going..
at bout the same time..
i went to meet both him and my sis..
but luckily he went..

IT fair

main purpose was to get canon ixus i^5..
and help dear enquire bout laser colour printer..
charles was a great help in the digi cam area..
lols..
cos i am really a gadget bai chi..
advised me on the mega pixel..
and the digital/optical zoom thingy..
and canon ixus i^5 is not as nice as it appears..
the screen is just too small..
and it's functions is too good..
which i dun need to use..
not to mention it's is pretty expensive..
so... in the end..
me and my sis settled on canon ixus 30..
think chyi's is canon ixus 40..
hahas..
mom helped paid 300 bucks..
the remaining splitted b/w me and my sis..
cool..
tml maybe going dwn with dear again @ nite..
to get the laser printer..

my paycheck

supposed to wake up early tml..
to go agency collect my paycheck..
but i dunno if i can wake up or not..
i think i am like using credit card..
using the advanced payment of my next mth's pay..
for this month's expenses..
never ending cycle..
duhs..

next target

zen micro (silver/white)
oh mans....
i ald finished using my month's pay liaos..
approx..
$150 for digi cam
$100 for highlight + cut
$100 for transport
$60 for food
$40 for broadband
$100 for parents
$200 for tioman?!?!?!?!
okaes..
basic cost per month = $300
maybe i can starve myself to save 60 bucks?
maybe i can get my sis to pay more for broadband?
maybe i can go take on more jobs?
i ald did..
teaching another student from next week onwards..
but will tt be enuf?

jiawen officially declare myself.. -broke-

mins.. so sorry.. can we gai gai next mth instead?
lols..

2005-03-10T09:36:00.000+08:00

*deleted*

thanks kor for companying me to city hall mrt..
think u are now home.. safe and sound..
lols..
btw,
i highlighted my hair..
reddish colour..
but my colleague told me shld highlight a lighter colour..
den it can be more obvious..
oh..
i cut my hair too..
think i look like a ~~mushroom~~ with my hair dwn..
nvms..
i like my hair colour!
no.. change tt to..
i love my hair colour!

2005-03-09T14:40:00.000+08:00

oh yes.. did i happen to mention i have 3 more months to go?

2005-03-09T13:41:00.000+08:00

.......

so much for my perfect working life..
i feel like digging a hole and jumping in..
if onli not to face my colleagues..
and no.. dun ask...
i feel hurt enuf as it is....
perfect mood ~~spoilt~~....

2005-03-09T12:28:00.003+08:00

*deleted*

working life

i remembered a few days back..
as i was quite free at work..
i was thinking...
wat if i have to be a receptionist my whole life...
and guess wat?
a sense of dread overcame me..
well..
thank goodness..
i dun have to be one my entire life..
i have my interests to pursue..
i have my uni to attend..
i have my ambitions waiting to be achieved..
i have my dreams and aspirations..
and i am sure tt i am gonna achieve it..
i have an entire live ahead of me..
and i am able to take risks now..
i have got zero responsibilities..
except for the broadband bills which my parents practically refuse to pay for me..
(which was not they say beforehand)
well.. being the filial daughter..
i promised to give them money every month as well...
coz my sis say i earning alot... cannot be giam..
but... as i would like to emphasize..
i dun have to work like 3 jobs?
it's onli cause i wan more money..
so please..........
if i earn more and i give more...
i rather not work so much...
lols..
maybe pigmuis..
one day u go out to work..
u will understand....
and i ald let u off so easily for the bb money liaos hor...
i am paying the majority of the bill for u to play at hm....
oh.. and btw......
ur friend's sisters are v good...
sorry i can't be like them...
lols.. *winks*

2005-03-08T10:10:00.000+08:00

pleasently surprised

adeline came up to me this morning..
and just presented me with a present..
said tt i could use it in uni..
was really surprised..
thanks adeline da jie.. :)
guess it's her way of congratulating me..
but she's leaving on the 1st April..
thinking of giving her a treat..
coz she always buy me milo now and den..
when she buys her own breakfast..
den in the office adeline da jie, auntie angie..
are always v good to me..

NUS openhouse

dunno how mani 09 pple still come to my blog..
but just wanna inform all tt this sat let's go NUS as a class..
okaes?
meeting 12 p.m at clementi mrt station..

2005-03-07T09:18:00.000+08:00

headache

which course shld i choose?
i dun even noe where to look for all the courses..
NUS openhse is this sat..
dun realli feel like going dwn..
seems quite sianx..
but i realli need to noe wat courses i can apply for..
questions questions questions..
duh..

2005-03-06T12:24:00.000+08:00

results back in my hand..

sianx.. hahax..
i shouldn't complain...
coz mani out there will kill me..
but seriously...
i din improve from prelims..
overall i guess..
i did improve in gp though..
glad tt dun have to go thru the el proficiency test...
my grades.. ABB B3..
A being biology...
which came as a huge surprise for me..
maths.. kinda expected a B or less..
due to the carelessness..
i remembered crying after my paper..
chem.. *shrugs* dunno wat happened..

CONGRATS TO MYSELF AND A PAT ON MY SHOULDER

to every one who did well, congrats~
esp sl, ml, dan goh, sandra, bren, sue, wui, vine, kahyee, chyi,
yong, wenxian, ber, joe, simon... and i am sure mani more...

to kor.. dun worry.. u can make it de.. just dun think too much..

i am not good with words at all.. so i will shut up liaox..
hope everyone will get into the courses of their choice..

Fish Leong - Liang Jing Ru Concert

b4 going for the concert,
met up with chyi, shuxin and tan..
to the career fair..
realised..
we all dunno wat course to take..
diaox...
so end up takin a few brochures..
den go outside sit on bench to talk..
hahax..
met denise at the fair..
so long nv see her le..
so happy~
hehe..
took photos with them as well!

den headed to kallang to meet mins and mom + aunt..
ate dinner at oasis there..
b4 going for the concert..
must realli say i admire liang jing ru's vocal..
she can realli diao her vocal cords!

den one thing more romantic is...
2 guys propose to their gfs during the concert!
with liang jing ru and zhou hua jian's blessings..
so cool....
and zhou hua jian is hilariously funny~
laughed so much.. hahax..

overall.. though the atmosphere wasn't as hyper as jay's concert...
i can still say..
liang jin ru is the love song expert`
hahax..
enjoyed myself....

now.. at the end of the day..
is to choose my course le!

2005-03-04T10:30:00.000+08:00

this is it.. in 4 hours time, we will noe.. the truth will be revealed..
so i just wanna take this opp to wish everyone good luck..
the 26 peeps from 09/03..
the 24 peeps from ajsc..
the 40 peeps from 4/1'02 (4 those who enter jc)
the 40 peeps from 2/2'00 (4 those who enter jc)
esp those close to me..
everyone in jc..
have faith tt u will walk out of the college with a smile..
best of luck and best wishes!

also.. i always wan to but nv say out..
i wanna thank all the teachers who have ever taught me b4..
helen teacher: my pri sch tutor who pulled my grades up so much in pri one..
and we have nv looked back to fail since..
my results now is due to her teachings when i was a mere 7 yr old..
(lucky my mom found me a tutor, my results sux in pri one..)
i wanna thank as well from sec sch..
esp mr tan kim huat aka lao da and huang lao shi..
if not for such great chinese teachers, i wld have given up on chinese..
and ms ng kae peng and mr goh..
for their good guidance in maths! practise makes perfect.. hehe..
mrs rama for the brilliance in teaching bio (and making me interested in it)
mrs yip for physics.. and also mrs seah for chem..
ms karim for her critical thinking in el and in el lit.. (her sacarsm doesn't count.. hehe)
mrs ismail for the social studies rantings..
now on to jc!
miss siau for being a super duper great cl teacher as well!
mrs soon for making maths seem so simple in just 3 steps..
ms chua for all her blurness and tolerance with such a rowdy class like 09..
mr ong for making me finally realise bio is not all memory work..
and ms kwan terry for being such a great gp tutor and also class tutoR!!!!

i wrote so much of thankful words for 2 purpose..
1) i am realli sincere bout it.
2) well.. i am trying to get my minds off the result..

hehe.. to end it all happily...
GOOD LUCK!

2005-03-01T17:05:00.000+08:00

1 March 2005

Notification of Release of 2004 A-Level Exam Results

1. The results of the 2004 Singapore-Cambridge GCE Advanced Level Examination will be released on Friday, 4 March 2005.

2. School candidates may obtain their results slips from their respective schools from 2.30 pm on 4 March 2005.

3. Private candidates will be notified of their individual results by post. They will also be able to obtain results through the Singapore Examinations and Assessment Board Internet address ��http://www.seab.gov.sg�� after 2.30 pm from 4 March 2005.

adapted from: http://www.moe.gov.sg/press/2005/pr20050301.htm

ah-li-lu-ya..
pls help me..

2005-03-01T10:41:00.000+08:00

anticipation

dunno wat to expect for 'A's..
suddenli there's onli a few days left..
either to dooms day..
or to happily for tt few mths..
not happily ever after..
note the diff..
there will be greater challenges ahead..
other den getting 'A's result..
today's tues..
dunno result coming out this fri? or next mon?
wat if i score badly?
wat if this wat if that..
when i have the free time to think,
these horrible tots come to my mind..
nervous..
sheena is making herself a nervous wreck as well..
duh..
there are pple who dun have to worry,
except how mani As they can get..
maybe my prelim results shocked mani..
well.. it shocked me too..
it's the first time in my entire life tt i actualli believed tt hard work pays off..
coz in sec sch, i nv realli experienced hard work?
kinda..
but wat i am afraid now is....
it leads to false hopes..
and i detest disappointment..
well.. dunno...
just feeling scared now..
tatax`

2005-02-28T09:19:00.000+08:00

'class outing'

the trip to UK funfair on sat was super fun! though we onli played 2 games.. lolx.. actualli onli me, meimei, obk, tan and yonghao went.. there was this super tall game i think is called gforce.. its 15 bucks per game per pax! so ex! and it seems v v v scary.. so initially i dun wanna play... den after the persuasion from meimei they all, i plucked up my courage to play.. and.... i realised its fun! but scary still.. exciting.. the speed was so fast tt even when i notice i was ald upside dwn, i already turned one round.. waw.. if its not so ex i wld like to play it again.. its totally the game which i nv knew i could have the courage to try.. i totally screamed my heart out.. but i heeded their advice not to close my eyes.. not bad.. the view from upside dwn.. hahax.. then we played the other game is also go 360 one.. v fun also... hahax... but the 'seat belt' press against my tummy den v paiN! (even the fats there cannot help to absorb the impact.. lolx) and when turning upside dwn.. used my foot to support myself.. hahax.. can feel the painx.. i wanna play more!!! but so ex... nvm... next time.. hehe.. btw, i wanna thank meimei they all for persuading me to play g force.... coz if not i will nv find out how fun it is! hehe..

ok.. gtg to my work... haha.. update again when i got time..

2005-02-25T14:11:00.000+08:00

feeling down..

just came back from lunch with sheena kexin yiping pauline and meilan.. hehe.. yupx.. meilan.. she came dwn from raffles place to have lunch with us.. :) but tt's not y i am feeling dwn.. coz i am happy to see meilan la.. of course.. hee..

i am feeling ~~dwn~~ coz of somethings.. which can't be disclosed.. maybe it's the after lunch blues? cannot be the friday blue rite? everyone shld be happy tt hooray! it's friday! no more work for the weekend, etc.. but me leh? sigh.. dunno leh.. weekend is not a time to play for me.. but i am sure my hard work will eventually pay off.. but again.. it's not because of this tt i am dwn.. and somemore i let off at 4 today.. shld be happy.. 1.5 hrs more to go onli..

aiyoyo.. this is getting sianx.. congrats sl for getting the iras job! u will have xp, yuenching and vienna there with u.. :) jiayou orr...

i am quite sian to think bout later also... need to go hand in time sheet.. and take time sheet.. stupid ML.. not meilan.. pple out there, pls do not go to agencies.. do i sound v anti? quite la.. bad experience.. all agencies are the same.. duh.. feel sian to think tt i gotta go dwn there.. waste my transport fee also..

ok.. back to a brighter note.. this sat class outing! hope more pple will turn up.. and we will have lots of fun.. ok.. i have bout 1 hr and 15 mins to go.. thinking of changing blogskin..

`ciaox~